dilemma.. anger.. down.. inenergetic.. loss of motivation

a funny question jz pop up on me.. how u count a group of ppl as a gang? by its number? does 4 ppl makes a gang? how bout 10? guess what.. i think i shud had fail my maths, cuz to my latest acknowledgement, 4 ppl is considered as a gang whilst 10 doesnt..

to those who knew me well.. jz a personal ques.. m i some1 who u can trust? for any chances, what kinda things which r against humanity n morality i can possibly do? rob? rape? slandering? cheating others for money or for the benefit of myself? pls do leave me some comments if u guys read it. i jz wanna know what kinda personality i had in ur eyes..

i believe when u truly love some1, u jz wan him/her to b happy. same goes to me.

some of the criteria which i think it represents the symptom of loving some1: (h/h denotes him/her)
a) respect h/h
b) u will b willing to protect h/h no matter at what so ever stakes, even sacrification is meant to take place
c) u jz wan h/h to b happy
d) gives the chance for h/h to learn in making decisions, to think for themselves, judge for themselves on what is right n what is wrong
e) to b true to h/h
f) lastly, never ever disrespect the final decisions they made despite the decisions are wrong based on ur point of view

i seldom open up lecture sessions. well, a free lecture jz nw for 35 min. i will nvr 4get what i had discuss 2day in the lecture. i disobey my rule of thumb.. i jz spill out my unhappiness to spoil ones feeling.. but what if what i said had been right? it was common sense which taught me what to do.. m i too rational? or shud i b jz irrational for once?

moody..

felt lik tat v had been separated by a thousand seas.. v seem to b so far.. yet, my heart is still wit u..

happy bthday...... last week...

last fri i officially entered the adult world.. 21 yrs old, it's where every1 is legally independent.. Although so, i still think i hav much space of improvement in terms of my thoughts and attitude to reach the maturity at 21. gambateh!

Anyways, thx to all my buddies who celebrated my bthday wit me.. what a surprise.. i really gt shocked when every1 was there awaiting for my appearance.. thx for the meal too.. i really appreciated it, to every1 there by that day, my sincere gratitude to u guys n gals.. too bad i haven receive all photos taken on that day, so photos will b coming up right after i had it in my com.. thx to 'lao su' too for being the cameraman on that nite..

thx to my aunts too n definitely, parents n brothers.. simple celeb, warmth bthday.. so.. what i hav for myself for this bthday.. jz bought it 2day.. keke.. hav a look.. my 1ST FUTSAL BOOTS.. serious issue.. when i decided to buy it, it is when i decided to start to play futsal seriously, nt only for a hobby, but to improve in this field of sport.. i wont giv up on basketball too, as it keeps my reflexes flexible n fast..

here goes my total-90!!

some thoughts..

dunno y, i will hav such noble feeling to educate the younger generations.. all these came jz after a badminton session wit my colleagues.. i m a lousy player in badminton..

education is jz lik learning to play badminton.. in order to pick up skills in badminton fast, one mz b attacked by the opponent wildly, wit every shot of the opponent is nice on the target.. the more shots u encounter, the faster ur brain will spin to think of ways to block those shots. n while the brain starts generating, u will start to get use to the pace of the game n finally, badminton is jz as ez as kacang putih.. agree?

so.. educating is the same.. the more u feel the pain n humiliation by the cause of any failure in life, (jz the same as being hit by the shuttlecock n being aimed as a target on court) the faster u will learn how to b mature, how to b the survivor in this upgrowing n competitive society. to teach the youngsters of wat a real life is, parents n elders should jz let them face any mistakes they might encounter in life. let them b free to do watever they wan.. jz guide them on wat is the correct path in life, but dun ever put a hand beside them, worrying they will fall.. its ok to fall, even if the fall is caused by a vy vy small rock, jz bcuz of a fall, the next time... erm.... there is no next time of falling bcuz of a small rock anymore..

these recalls me of every stupid n dumbest mistakes i ever done.. being conned by a stranger.. worse still, tat is jz tis yr's story.. nvm, i learn from it, i felt the lesson, i felt the pain, i felt the sorrow, n i nvr wanna feel it again..

life is simple, if u think it is simple.. dun worry, b happy..

experiencing the work life of justin-ian..

weird topic rite? haha.. the title jz pop out from no where..

1 month had passed for my training, 2 months to go.. really appreciate study life.. working is really adult stuff, i would lik to stay a teen 4ever, but i knew it was impossible, stop being childish..

now i finally understd y those in the workforce is unable to keep themselves fit.. its really hard to slip in some time for an exercise session.. i m one of the pack.. for 1 month of working, even though i work nearby, (jz 10 min drive from hm), i dun hav the time for me to get sweaty n burn off all my carbo.. wat i done for my free time? slp slp slp.. dun even mention those who work all the way down in kl..

finally by last sat, basketball session for 2 hrs.. 2 hrs of non stop basketball fever? never.. basically, i m within the court compound for 2 hrs, but i had only played 30 min++.. most of the time are sitting dwn n chit chatting.. no stamina, no passion, totally cant fit myself into the high pace game anymore.. but i would lik to play every week if possible, anyhow i know it is impossible..

yesterday, futsal at nite for 3 hrs.. wow, i m quite impressed.. probably becuz of the game is nt as high pace as basketball, n i even hav the chance to score.. the game dehydrates me a lot.. hav fun last nite.. but when i reach hm, it's already 1.30am.. of course, it is bcuz of 1.5 hrs hanging around at brj for lim teh session..

so guess wat's the consequence? i sud b going back hmtown 2day, but ended up overslp n my dad refuses to wake me up. so a 3 ppl trip back had gone down to 2, which another is one of my aunt. tat's nt the pt.. the pt is although i woke up 12pm 2day, but i still take a nap after lunch, n slp for another 3 hrs. my thigh muscle suffered a tremendous ache 2day, normal phenomenon for long-no-exercise justin..

keeping up in this kinda lifestyle another few months, (without hav the time to exercise), i guess there will b a drastic chg in my body shape. i might get heavier than ever, although tat is wat i always wish for.. haha..

i wanna watch Michael Jackson: This Is It n oso Jennifer's Body.. frenz said tat Megan Fox is damn hot, which i had already knew. the plot is jz ok, but wit Megan's hot body on screen, i guess it is also worth a watch at the cinemas. Coming week, 2012... also one of the mz watch movie for 2009..

guess tat's the update for now..

jz some recent updates

normal life, normal work, abnormal appetite.. dunno y, had been hungry often nowadays. 第二度发育? haha.. hope so, cuz i m so short.. wish to grow taller.. at least let me reach 175cm or 180cm, pls...

worklife is nt as ez as i thought. it is hard to communicate wit my colleagues, especially they r much older than me. i cant even look for a common topic wit them, until 2day.. one of my colleagues is a football fanatic of MU, at least i can speak ball language wit him, so it colour up my dull office hours.

2mr back to work, will b printing plans again.. my superior said i can start on design work next week, looking fwd to tat day..

friday hoel finally ajak to sing k.. haha.. much glad to hear a sing k kaki asking to sing k, meets my desire..

unknowingly.. it is already end of oct n well, to b exact, 2day is 28 of oct.. in 2 weeks or more, i will b officially 21 yrs old. happy bthday to me in advance.. lonely bthday again tis yr.. i dun think i had frens who will pay attention to my bthday.. even my galfren is also unable to b wit me on my bthday.. had a little disappointed to hear from her tat she cant join me on my day, but tats the fact, i jz had to accept the ugly truth.. the only ones who will celebrate for me will b jz my family members.. grow up justin! there aint no1 celebrating ur bthday after u've grown up, so be it!

actually, wat i really wan for bthday.. is to hav some1 special celebrate wit me..

after 2 weeks of industrial training.. 24/10/09

zzz... tats wat i needed everyday.. a cosy snooze..

basically wat i encounter everyday since day 1 of my industrial training is a full stretch of brain blast, plus some eye n soul torturing exercise --- AutoCAD-ing. to those who take the term 'AutoCAD' as a jargon, it is actually a computer software used for sketching plans, especially for the construction line. apparently tis work seems harmless, but unknowingly, the post-AutoCAD effect is way beyond wat i expected..

now my life is so dull, facing the computer isnt the same as facing a human, at least i can speak to the person in front of me. i had to only stare at the computer wit my fingers doing some keyboard n mouse exercise for approx 6 to7 hrs a day (after deducting time wasted to ask question to my superior), tat is so damn boring.. haix.. worse still, my office com is not connected to the internet.. gg..

so wat choice do i hav? facing only the software, working under a silent n cold environment, it is too easy to fall asleep. lucky my boss din notice tat i was semi-conscious during office hours, or else most probably i would get spank directly on the face.. definitely i m nt tat kinda person who slp in the office, i m responsible to my tasks. thus, instead of fully fall asleep, i was only partially doing tat, means 'fishing' (haha.. cant find a proper english term for 'fishing'..)

the gd thing abt my work now is, my office is located at tmn bkt cheras, which i shall only drive not more than 20 min to reach there. i need not get congested at main trunks or highways, bcuz the office location is within my housing area. N my office hr is from 8.30am to 5.30pm, still punctual for dinner. guess wat, it takes around 20 min to reach office, but only 10 min to reach hm.. how happy i m.. since my work starts by 8.30, even if i wake by 7.30, i still hav time for breakfast. Dun mention it if i m working at kl..

the dark side of working is, i dun hav time for entertainment. sing k, no lunch hr n happy hr for me. movie, no student price for me (fyi, student's privilege is only valid till 6pm. i finish work by 5.30, hopeless..) even if i wanna drink tea at nite wit my bunch of frens, either tat i m too tired, or they will b too tired. most of my coursemates chose to work in a contractor firm, which is physically tougher than my scope of work.. when it comes to weekends, i will hav to crowd with those who had fall into the same fate wit me --- entertainment only at weekends -- those who r in the workforce.. haix.. but still, eventhough i m free for entertainment by weekends, i m the only one free for myself.. no1 is free on weekends. sienzz..

well, 10 more weeks to go.. good luck to me..

the end of 23 sept 09

how would i expect that the subject i had confidence the most, disappoints me the most.. jz lik the chinese saying, 希望越大,失望越大.. but for my case, 信心越大,失望更大.. i really aim to score well in this subject so i can manage to rise my gpa points.. mana tau... zzz.. T.T.. sob..

it's nt the ques that is hard.. i m the culprit for this mis-scoring.. i did the paper too slow, causing me to get anxious when time runs out, n therefore silly mistakes appear. who to blame? still me la of course.. last nite only slept 2 hrs, although lack of snooze isnt my intention. blame my insomnia..

so for now, i jz hav to dare for the greatest challenge for all CI students, which is to aim a better grade for structural concrete design. i let down on my fluid paper, geo paper, its payback time.. time to giv 1 last shot, n this shot will b the playmaker by giving me a success.. ibaratkan dengan the vy last sperm which is injecting from the bounds of a pinnes right to the inner of a vagina, but only this vy last sperm reacts wit the ovum which jz happened to bloom. (wow.. crapping..)

having a bad exam is making me moody. so? relax.. hav a movie, hav a walk at the mall.. i watched G force.. quite ok movie for entertaining kids or mayb adults full wit kids fantasy. then ate sushi king (2 days in a row), followed by walking psr mlm at connaught, ate lots of things, jz trying to do something which might cheer myself up. (definitely all the above activities wont b a solo 1). all efforts seems fruitless.. so i think i better hav a gd nite slp later..

pls, i m begging u my nose-blockage virus, spare me for a nite, let me hav a gd nite slp..

studying through the late nite.. insomnia.. early of 23 sept 09

had been in insomnia these few nights.. thx to my the goo-ish thingy that block my nose.. i really didnt had the time to post recent updates as my finals are in mid-way.. but actually nt much difference too btween holiday n finals. how can i resist the temptation of holiday? looking at siblings, cousins all enjoying the sweet part of their study life, i jz had to go along the flow..

insomnia insomnia insomnia.. whoever can help me wit it? besides nose blockage, actually i had this 'prone to nervous' habit when it comes to exam day eve. i m having an exam, 2.5 hrs long by 9am morn later.. gosh.. mz force myself to slp, but wit the pressure n anxiety, i jz cant put my eyes to off mode..

i had experienced it on fri nite, or saturday morn.. (watever!) din slp the whole nite, jz rolling on the bed, looking through the ceilings, many thoughts intruding my mind etc etc etc... time flies, n i depart for sch by 6.30 in the morn.. arrived sch by 7 n start studying for my exam.. will it b the same later? hope to slp really, cuz 2mr there will b an after exam activity for me.. watch G-Force (much comments from friends said that it is definitely nt a guys movie.. no choice.. VIP wanna watch, jz hav to suit her taste.. haha)

listening to the cats n dogs meow-ing and woof-ing outside.. noisy.. but are interesting sounds that rarely to b heard in the kl city life.. especially matching wit the silence of the night..

study week...

wat is study week actually? so far for tis week, i studied a lot... a lot of drama.. lolx.. sien lo, when i thought of i din make good use of tis holiday for my studies..

Saw some of my frens which r nt from TAR.. so relax.. haha.. wish my exam ends soon..

Insomnia recently.. but my insomnia only happens at nite.. under the bright sun, i m considered to b a pig rather than an ant.. (means i prefer sleeping than studying). lucky bcuz of tis weird habit, i still manage to study till late nite..

gonna go shopping 1 day... searching for pink color shirt, to match the theme of my cousin's wedding.. too bad dun hav the time for now.. shopping any1?? haha..

Gonna work for 3 months, wit low pay.. haix.. industrial training, not avoidable, its the school's policy, good luck justin.. zzz...

wanna watch movie le, heart itch, too much movie in a row i wanna watch.. but suan la, focus on study 1st, dun wanna regret getting average result lik previous sem again..

well, hope every TAR-ian will b having fun wit exam n studying..

happy merdeka every1.. 31/8/09

Another yr had gone.. our country is one yr older. happy bthday to M'sia.. thanks for the 1-day holiday..

my life had nt been really entertaining recently.. although 3 out of the 4 assignments had been submitted, still i have to be frust for the last assignment, which it is due by this friday. every nite be4 slping, i will recall wat i had done for the day. it seems lik i m wasting time everyday, day dreaming, napping..... but these 'lazy-bug' lifestyle isnt gonna increase my weight, but decreasing it.. how weird. i m changing my diet to hav choc everyday, hope there will b a chg in me..

last 2 days it had been a full activity day for me, so called 'full activity'.. morning i had been helping out my cousin to move their hse.. consumes me almost a day, but even if i m nt participating in it, i would be walking around at hm, sitting on the couch, lifeless.. so why nt make myself useful for the day. had a full breakfast for the morning, when i meant full, it is really full, makes my tummy upset. i had a cup of instant soya b4 leaving hm, then have a cup of teh tarik wit roti telur while waiting for all my cousins to arrive, followed by a meal of dim sum when one of my cousin suggested to have dim sum while waiting for the lorry driver, which the whole hse moving thingy cant start without them..

after moving n arranging all furnitures back into the new residency, it is almost 3.30pm. considered a fast progress as we started loading the lorry by 11.30am. the lorry had to travel twice as once is nt enuf to transfer everything to the new hse. 3.30, it's time for lunch. had 3 pieces of kfc's chicken and i m done. mayb the whole sweating experience cause my normal appetite to go hang wired..

my big family have a dinner at nite 2gether for a food testing session. one of my cousin sisters will be tying the knot by mid autumn festival.. congratz to her. every1 shows enthusiasm for tis event since the last time a wedding in my family was........ 4get dy.. haha.. so every1 was so excited. we r all invited to giv comments n suggestions to wat food r to be presented on the day of the wedding dinner, tis is where the food testing gathering came in. as had been told, it is only a food testing session, so definitely, it wont b full. after tat, my family n i went to a mamak at pj section 13 for a supper. nice.. 4got wat is the name of the shop, but i m so attracted to the way they present their food. here r some snapshots:

heard of putu mayam b4? introducing putu bom..

thosai wit banana leaf. all servings r using banana leaf as the 'plate'

interesting? the price isnt expensiv too. normal mamak price. a 'worth it' supper. i m definitely gonna go for a 2nd time to try their other specialities.

went hm by midnite, n there is MU vrs Ars. Lots of attack and actions, but still disappointing result as MU doesnt know how to grab their opportunity to increase the lead. disappointing winning goal too, as it is an own goal..

sunday n monday, so-so day.. haix.. sien.. mz do assignment lo.. concrete design, pile cap design.. help me..

there r more upcoming events.. civil engineering y3s1 gathering, then final exam, then bridge design competition, then industrial training.. bz yr.. indicating tat we r almost coming to an end of our uni life.. yr 4 coming in another 9 months. countdwn 1 yr n 9 mths to graduation..

a day of entertainment.. 14/8/09

Guess wat? noon class cancel 2day. if v had known it earlier, v might b setting off to sg wang by 10.30 in the morn.. all the precious time wasted.. haix..

jz screen through my blog jz nw, saw 2 msgs on my chatbox.. lol.. i blur la, sry vicki n hx. haha..

after a few strings of assignments n tests in a row, (assignments r still in progress), its always good to pull urself out from reality n relax. planned to sing k in the noon since class cancelled, (in the meantime, skipping the eve tutorial class.. haha) but v din do any booking, so that's it..

v had our lunch b4 heading to sg wang. lunch-ing at mamak is always cheaper than having a meal in sg wang (agree??).. it took us only 20 min to arrive, with the moderate traffic condition.. ah siong pity la, non stop being teased by us.. bo bian, ah pang is wit siong on my car, so definitely lots of conversation tat tickles me to my funny bone. bcuz of tis, i lost my concentration on driving n nearly collide wit a motorcycle when i make an emergency turn to the parking entrance.. gosh... once arriving times sq, since no k to sing, watch movie lo.. (wat to watch le?? hmm..... district9? over his majesty service (零零狗)? GI joe?... dilemma) end up, since most of us watch GI joe dy, so v chose a comedy instead, 009, eventhough one of us watched it dy. v gone into the cinema wit enthusiasm, hoping the movie really will bring laughter to us, v came out hopelessly.. LOL.. ok, its funny, but pointless movie.. even the jokes r pointless.. throughout the movie, i could hear hoel n boon said.. 我觉得我们上车了.. zzz... nt advisable to watch the 2nd time.. i understd boon leong feeling dy, he is forced to watch the 2nd time wit us, memang menderita..

after tat, all of us walked to lowyat.. kiat wan buy new com.. now his desktop pro dy.. all latest specs.. envy him.. since its friday, its nonsense for us to go hm early.. (haha, wat kinda excuse is tis??) so v had a k session at lowyat redbox wit dinner buffet.. price?? 17++ for student, 53++ for non student... wen yi dun hav student id... 'oh liao'.. 53++.. but kami ni abang adik, the total payment v divide it evenly.. still ok, wit buffet n singing for 4 n half hrs, worth it la... v oso redeemed lots of free coupon.. free 1 head charge, free 5 jugs of carlsberg, 2 party packages... really banyak memadaikan.. but v cant use it directly, leave it for the next k session ba.. by the time i reached hm, its 12am.. lucky i m a few months to go to turn to 21, so parents din really ngam cham oso.. keke..

long no sing k dy.. 1st time sing wit ah pang, ah fei, boon leong, wen yi.. every1 enjoyed.. vy siao la really.. v gone out of control.. too bad din take any snapshots, every1 is fully immersed into the singing atmosphere.. any1 wanna sing k again on week13? haha.. finals is around the corner, gambateh UTAR-ians.. H1N1 outbreak is getting severe.. every1 mz take care o.. the weather is bad too.. coughing n sorethroat had been a common illness.. 8 cups of water a day, keeps the doctor away.. keke..

wat is wrong wit the world??

wednesday (5/8/09), i fetch june to kl sentral as tat is the stop where ktm will depart to kampar. a trip to kampar is even convenient now wit the ktm service. leave early in the morn to avoid traffic congestion. since we arrived earlier than expected, we had our breakfast at mcd. while waiting for my food at the cashier, funny thing, i notice there is something extraordinary on the items in my receipt. take a look

funny huh?? haha.. if it's blur on the screen, let me jz tell u wat it wrote. coffee price is RM 3.10 while 1 sausage McMuffin is RM 0.90.. lol.. although the total price does not make any difference, but it's still something which i would like to point out, as this is the 1st time i noticed such unusual phenomenon.

the sad thing abt kl sentral is tat, i m nt familiar wit tat place n i had to park inside the building. according to my dad, there is an open carpark which the parking fee is much cheaper compared to wat they charge if u park in kl sentral. Guess wat.. RM 4 for the 1st hr of parking, RM 3 for every subsequent hour.. wat a good way to encourage the public to use public transport instead of driving there... i only parked for 1 hr n 15 min, n there goes my RM 7.. insane parking rate.. luckily i din lost my parking ticket. i cant imagine wat is the price to pay if i lost it..

on the way back, i notice tat the air quality tat day is bad, real bad. i took some snapshots.. tell me wat the hack happen to the world?? y pollution is tat worse? wat would our world bcome in the future?? can any1 hav more awareness on environmental issues? STOP HAZING OUR AIR!!

i admit my daily habits r nt enviromental friendly. my habits bring more disaster to the environment more than protecting it.. LOL.. haix.. it seems tat sch education is already nt an alternative to counter tis severe problem.. every action v r doing now, actually affects the lifestyle of our next generation. think twice b4 littering OK?? start saving the environment by stop littering. a simple action might jz save the world..

at nite, i decided to giv a chance to the malaysia's public transport to offer me their service. since my car is in a bad condition, its better nt to drive. so i gone to mid valley by taking the public transport. Ok la, save some fuel, reduce some toxic gas emission, save my fuel expenses too.. i decided to 1st take a bus to leisure mall, then transit to tasik selatan ktm station, finally take the train to mid valley. i leave my hse by 6.15pm, i arrive mid valley by 7.45.. OMG!!! btw, i m attending a bthday party of my foundation classmate, in the meantime, hav a little gathering wit other ex-classmates.. the public transport system SUCKS!! now i understd y my brother is so fed up wit taking public transport, especially bus.. i personally think tat the bus coordinating system is bad, but wat is even worse than the bus is KTM!! MCB.. in such an era, the ktm is to be described as the slowest automotive machine i ever seen. its lik a snail crawling among a bunch of rabbits. its not me who like to b complaining all the time, but the public transport mz b convenient n fast to attract more ppl to use the public transport.

some snapshots at the dinner

din gt the chance to take photos wit every1.. but anyway, happy bthday to hao.. he vy daring, kiss her gf in front of every1.. i envy ur courage.. haha.. u gave a memorable moment to sher ryn dy..

end of wednesday... the pain on my thumb is still there till 2day, (saturday, 8/8/09).. makes no difference to me now. get used to it dy.. so eventhough is risky by making it even more serious, i still make up my mind to play basketball jz nw.. haha.. the things i do for sports.. injured my ribs in 2day's game.. i think i need to attend a course on 'how to avoid getting injured in sports?'..

gone to psr mlm jz nw. bought a packet of soya bean milk.. walao yeh!! 'jia liao' inside my drinks.. almost finish everything only c dao.. shit! hope wont food poisoning la..

bz life... my to-do list is full of events n assignments to do, everything seems to jam up in tis coming week.. 2day is a day where i could really relax, but 2mr is another working day for me. the difference btween students n those who r in the workforce r, students usually work 7 days per week, but general staffs dont. but still, i enjoy my study life, its nt tat pressure-ing compared to working. time is flexible for much activities. drink tea, sing k, movie, futsal-ing, outing, clubbing etc...... 2 more yrs to go until i graduate, no chance to experience such study life dy after tat.. LETS LIVE TO THE FULLEST!!

a cat slping on a chair in UTAR cafeteria.. snap it for fun.. keke..

some recent updates... 2/8

2day is the sport carnival for utar, organize by the sports club of utar, but held at ktar.. hilarious har? cuz utar no facilities ma, nth v can do.. haha.. but i believe kampar utar hav a better condition in terms of facilities compared to other campuses.

i tried to slp early last nite.. well, it was 'almost' a success. i gone to bed by 12, go half snooze by 1230, but throughout the whole nite, i was in half asleep-half awake status. who to blame? MOSQUITOES!!! DARN! hate those buzzing sound when it come around my ears.. my pair of ears had became the 'top 10 most visited destination' rated by the mosquitoes' community.. WTF!! so i presume the next day wont b a gd day for me..

in the morn, so lucky i was able to wake. or else sure kena 'der' by my teammates. i was nervous while i m driving to genting klang morning market to meet them for breakfast. nervous abt being nt in form, nervous abt causing my team to lose, nervous of meeting Victoria? (haha, the last 1 is definitely not one of the things tat causes me to b nervous, jz crap only.. zzz..) i was nervous abt the competition. but after the warmup session b4 the match n wit talks of comfort from my friendly teammates, i manage to calm down n jz concentrate in the game..

tis is my 1st official competition as keeper for futsal. i nvr gone into a competition b4 for futsal. my past records r only basketball n football, n definitely i m nt playing keeper back then for football. so dear readers, hope u understd my feeling..

guess wats the score? group stages: 3-2, 3-2, walkover (sg long team gone back early) semi: 2-2(lost at penalties at 3-2), 3rd/4th place: 2-2(lost at penalties at 3-2). (our score- opponent's score). my teammates compliment me by saying my performance is ok for my 1st match, but i still feel sry for conceding those goals. most importantly, need say sry to superman. he trusted me but i disappoint him. (你要拆我tayar我也是酱讲的啦.. haha).. if kuak is here to play, v might had gone into the finals n played wit 'chopstick'.

injuries r unpreventable. although i m wearing track btm 2day, but i still hav bruises on my kneecap, and also my elbow. nt to mention the swell on my lap and thumb.. but really had fun 2day.. my teammates played well. ah gem, ah loy, kc, hoel, yong oso scored i think. but 1 thing is for sure, ah yuen din score, n kena zat by jason.. haha.. even crystal (the gal from KL campus team A) can score 3 goals in 4 matches.. lolx.. yuen pity lo... but still, they still played well, only i noob.. when the event comes to an end, v took a team photo for rememberance.. the photo still wit vic, hope to get those photos from her n post them here..

finish abt sports carnival.. lets flashback to friday.. friday i had training for futsal for utar selection, b4 tat, i enjoyed lunch on last day of the promotion for tenji japanese buffet.. the verdicts and comments on medias abt tenji is rated good, so its worth to use only RM46 to try out the food there. to me, comparatively, i still prefer jogoya when jogoya's std was back to a few yrs ago. jogoya has much more variety of food compared to tenji. since jogoya launched the promotion package, all my frens comment abt it was negative.. tenji's seafood r fresh, especially the sashimis.. for those who enjoyed buffet, the satisfaction after having a meal at tenji would nt disappoint u. i assure tat.. but u might find the food there quite ordinary, its the same lik other japanese buffet restaurant. nth special abt it..

when i recalled tenji, i recalled the time v consumed jz to reach solaris mont kiara.. lol.. SIONG AH!!! at 1st v took the DUKE highway since its faster, jz 15 min v could reach mont kiara dy. but siong, blur blur 1.. when solaris appeared in front of us, he direct sin tat to another route instead of the 1 in front of us. so v took another detour.. (i m trailing sin tat's car btw). so turning around jln duta, jln kuching, v cant manage to find our way to mont kiara. nth left to do but to call for help.. finally, depart from utar by 12, reach solaris by 1pm++.. wasted toll money, wasted much fuel, wasted my energy.. 阿雄,你记着,你‘帮’我的,我会双倍奉还给你的.. wakaka!(jk la. hope siong dun mind)

31/7.. last day for tenji's buffet promotion, last day for McD coupon rebates, n the day i m selected to b the 2nd choice keeper for FES UTAR.. glad to b the substitute keeper.. keke.. after all the tough futsal training which resulted in muscle crammed, joints pain, n bruises all over, its worth the price...

2mr is already week 10.. still no news from the company tat i applied for my internship. i planned to seek for my dad company's assistance if i still cant manage to get a company by tis coming wed (5/8/09).. assignments r approching their due date, everything seems to b had gone only half way through. handing in the bridge design competition proposal by 2mr. bz life...

more photos will b posted up when i had a copy of it..

my injured thumb.. swollen.. (notice it?)

team mates 合照

me n siong..

all of us.. except siong.. he lansi, dun wan take photo wit us.. LOL

other tenji photos, can go facebook c..

charity starts at..... Chicken Run?? 19/7/09

when was the last time i updated my blog? unknown.. haha...

i get to c Man Utd in action last friday.. although it was jz only a training session for them to b prepared for Malaysia national team, but i m already satisfied cuz it is nt an everyday thing to c almost the whole MU squad in Malaysia.. (even though i m a liverpool fan).. Van der Sar, Kuzczak, Foster, Ferdinand, Brown, Neville, Evra, Carrick, Scholes, Giggs, Nani, Andersson, O'Shea, Rooney, Berbatov..... n oso OWEN!!! Yeah! happy enuf to c them even though they r far from me.. my fren took tis pic wit his digicam.. this shows how important a digicam is.. hope to get my 1 in the coming yrs, or else i would b missing plenty of chances to snap down memorable moments..

tat day was tiring.. getting around wit the crowd, packing wit them in the lrt n definitely, a few distance of walking r unavoidable.. makes me tired. probably cuz lack of the fresh air in the lrt.. n wat is worse is the air conditioning system in the lrt.. i sweated a lot during the whole trip back from bkt jalil.. lrt sucks!! i missed the chance to take a pic on how crowded the situation is. or in other words, actually i DO NOT hav the chance to even take out my phone.. lol.. so, another boring blog without any photo.. (pls bear wit me.. hehe..)

2 consecutive days of exercising.. healthy?? tiring actually.. haha.. futsal yesterday morn, basketball in the eve, n early in the morn 2day for the charity run.. at least i get the cert.. haha.. but my name is not on it yet.. nvm la, watever.. v run for the sake of doing charity.. a round of applause to UTARians who ran 2day..

let me c.. wat to update? oh ya, lately there r plenty of frens celebrating their bthday.. every1 is growing up now, 21 yrs old.. i hav to wait for a few months more to step into their side of the world..

bz-iest week had already past. it did nt gone well for me.. careless mistakes in test.. i m too cocky b4 the test mayb.. din expect such ques will b asked in the test.. haix... anyway, it's past tense..

2mr morn basketball session, 8am at ktar.. wake early again.. but my passion for sports encourage me to go.. nth i can do.. wakaka...

wait till i collected some photos from my fren for 2day's marathon, then i could share it on my blog here.. 敬请期待...

new update photos:

b4 the run... energetic me.. zzz..

the eggs which v hav to hold along the run n dun drop it, or else.....

after the run.. me n kuak..

me n my cert.. no 31...

V(*v*)V .... peace...

大合照

wit the times sq cosmo park mascot..

2nd shot... v r mascot bullies!

the act of depressed...

being step... haix.. jz nw bully mascot, now ppl bully me... T.T

nt enuf slp everyday.. 9/7/09

yesterday only slept for 4 hrs.. tired... cause me to slp in structural conc. design class for the whole lesson.. 2 hrs le.. once in class slp till class ends.. gg.. mz get back to healthy lifestyle. dandruffs r flooding my hair, hair r falling, all bcuz of nt enuf slumber, inbalance hormone dy.. (according to a book la..) i miss the healthy me...

anyway, i m finally determined to cut my hair 2 days ago.. tis time, short but wit a little style.. keke.. mayb nt so nice on pic, hehe, but i love my hairstyle tis time, shorter, tidy, easier to manage etc etc.. (lots of advantages), but wit style, nt NOOB hair.. n oso, my ear ring seems to b more obvious n shinier now.. haha.. really prefer it..

study life is getting tougher.. my upcoming list of events:

1) 13/7 - pass up constr. tech assignment, presentation, EE lab report, fluid test n lab session commencing

2) 15/7 - practical for geotech assignment

3) 17/7 - geotech test

tats all for week 7... n more events r lining up for week 8 n 9.. if nt mistaken, most of the test will commence during tis duration.. wit an occupied schedule lik tis, it seems to b impossible for me to get back on a healthy lifestyle track..

(无题材)

家里多了两个成员哦..自从昨天,家里的气氛热闹多了..就在这里介绍我家新的两位成员.. 小白和小白2.. 当然少不了我们的旧臣子,小黑啦..


小白..


小白..


小白2



小白2


小黑..

无端端给我那么多新的成员来玩, 功课怎么办... zzz.. 无奈..

昨晚朋友们邀请我去clubbing, 很想跟的.. 可是经济上还是面临点问题, 也费事弄到有人不开心, 就忘掉这个念头吧.. 听到他们今天告诉我他们昨晚的经历, 是真的很high.. 但是很贵啦..

要继续做assignment 咯..

容易受伤的男人..3/7

猜猜题目指着的人是谁? 哈哈..还会是谁呢? 当然是本人啦.. 踢球后的结果是不堪设想的.. 虽然我会踢球, 基本上没那么容易伤的, 可是意外的事情是难免的.. 脚底的水泡又起了.. 痛.. 我得到的教训, 一定要穿袜子运动. 单靠鞋子, 没用的. 给你们看看情况到底多严重.. (要吃饭的人或吃着饭的别看哦, 没胃口吃别怪我..)

怎样?惨吧?

最近感觉自己越来越不像我自己了..到底我变了吗?表面上的我,到底和内心的我,是否一致?

矛盾的我..

又想睡觉了.. zzzzz....

今晚陈奕迅到拉曼学院. 今晚8.30pm. 我没得去.. 可以听听他现场的演出, 其实是很难得的.. 但最近有点周转不灵, 还是不舍得付35令吉来见他一面..

这个学期已到了差不多一半了, 又要准备考试咯.. 大家加油加油, 拿好成绩哦..

闷... 无聊的日子.. 想唱K

AGM day.. 1/7

Guess what? i m a sports club member but i m absent for my AGM for 2 yrs dy.. (it means tat i din even present once throughout my whole uni life).. for watever reasons which stayed unknown to me, i attended the 1st aid society AGM 2day. i m nt even a member! lol.. anyway, since my fren is to be nominated 2day, i better go n support him.. he had been nominated twice, for chairperson and also secretary.. unfortunately, the number of votes is decisive.. it is destined he had to b the vice secretary, which apparently it might b a tasking post. haha.. sry la jj, accidentally voted u for secretary.. right after the AGM, i felt tat it was a CWOT for me staying there till 3.15pm. (i looked at the time throughout the meeting.. haha..) mayb cuz it is not really my club, so i din hav the passion for it, n most of the ppl present there r strangers to me.. really dunno y i m being talked into attending it, might be the tempting refreshments attracted my taste buds, n therefore blindfold my rationalilty.. rofl.. blur..

2day i took june to kl sentral by lrt.. v hop up at wangsa maju station, which is crowded as i expected. although i expected it, i m still frustrated wit the crowd bcuz it is really absurd for every1 to b there queuing up until the whole platform is full of ppl.. unfortunately, as my habit conquers me, i 4got to take photos of how worse the situation was. in addition, my stomach had serious issues tat time, so i only could concentrate on my stomach rather to photographing. at least v arent late for the shuttle to kampar.. the train at kl sentral departed at 9am, v arrived by 8.40am.. good timing.. hehe.. i staggered at kl sentral till the train was off, only until 9.15am, i walked slowly to take the lrt back to wangsa maju.. my class commence at 11am, no point arriving at sch tat early.. it only takes approx. 30 min to reach wangsa maju from kl sentral..

it seems lik pointless writing here.. haha.. well, done another part of writing on my assignment, around 3 more subtopics to go.. if i aimed 1 topic for a day, i will b free in 3 more days.. but the freedom is only temporary.. haiz.. my 1st n 2nd lab session is on next week.. 3rd on the following week.. 4th n last lab session will b on 2 weeks from the 3rd 1.. gosh..

getting a taste of muscle cramming after the long distance run yesterday after futsal.. n oso the long distance walk 2day.. for nth, had to walk to tarc admin block.. haha.. all bcuz of the flaw rule of tarc.. jj's car kena clamp 2day.. to unlock it, had to go to the bursary n pay the fine, then wait for the security guard dept to unlock it.. walking to n fro from utar to tarc admin block already is tiring. since my car parked outside, i still hav to walk there after i settled all my matters in utar.. causes me to b almost knocked out while driving back hm.. i was in half-conscious, half slp condition.. lucky to b still alive.. i slp immediately upon reaching hm for 2 hrs.. paradise...

i jz love to slp..

futsal day... again.... 30/6

walao.. 2day d futsal game.. many accidents happen.. 2 of the players spoil their specs, while one of them had a cut on his face due to the broken glasses which splat on his face.. damn exhausted now.. most probably bcuz i ran a lot 2day.. but too bad i miss a lot goal scoring chances.. my finishing sucks.. at least i assisted a lot, better than no contribution.. keke..

while at dinner, v chat a lot abt our noobies in class. guess who is ranked no.1 n 2?? to all CI members, no.1 noob is yong kiat while no.2 is jj.. haha.. (sry la guys, u hav to confess if u r noob. dun feel shame to b a noobie!! ^^) so they r now officially the chairman n vice chairman for the Noobie Club.. haha.. actually they r nt noob la, only the way they talk n react r extremely funny n crappy..

i noticed tat my blog hav no photo.. tis is bcuz i seldom camwhore or take photos ma.. well, to quench my blog readers thirst.. here is some pic to fulfill ur desires..

singing wit full emotion.. but some ppl will jz think tat i m having a serious stomach ache.. watsoever, i still feel satisfy wit my singing.. keke.. only mz improve on my looks while singing, its too ugly...

5sc1 sec sch frens... cheers!!

erm.. for those having my facebook, actually these photos i took from facebook la.. tats all the photo for now.. haha.. there r more to come, so stay tuned to my blog..