Tuesday, June 30, 2009

futsal day... again.... 30/6

walao.. 2day d futsal game.. many accidents happen.. 2 of the players spoil their specs, while one of them had a cut on his face due to the broken glasses which splat on his face.. damn exhausted now.. most probably bcuz i ran a lot 2day.. but too bad i miss a lot goal scoring chances.. my finishing sucks.. at least i assisted a lot, better than no contribution.. keke..

while at dinner, v chat a lot abt our noobies in class. guess who is ranked no.1 n 2?? to all CI members, no.1 noob is yong kiat while no.2 is jj.. haha.. (sry la guys, u hav to confess if u r noob. dun feel shame to b a noobie!! ^^) so they r now officially the chairman n vice chairman for the Noobie Club.. haha.. actually they r nt noob la, only the way they talk n react r extremely funny n crappy..

i noticed tat my blog hav no photo.. tis is bcuz i seldom camwhore or take photos ma.. well, to quench my blog readers thirst.. here is some pic to fulfill ur desires..


singing wit full emotion.. but some ppl will jz think tat i m having a serious stomach ache.. watsoever, i still feel satisfy wit my singing.. keke.. only mz improve on my looks while singing, its too ugly...

5sc1 sec sch frens... cheers!!
erm.. for those having my facebook, actually these photos i took from facebook la.. tats all the photo for now.. haha.. there r more to come, so stay tuned to my blog..

Saturday, June 27, 2009

RIP Michael Jackson.. 26/6/2009

Michael.... We will miss u.. Love ur songs, dances n dedication to the world a lot.. The world will sob for u..



突然很感触.. 有时如果说骗话是为了让别人好过一些,到底那说骗话的人,值得不值得被原谅呢?他到底做得对不对?

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

i found 'myself' .. 23/6/09

2day is a great day for me.. 'justin' has revive..

since when i had already lost all my motivation in studies, n now, i found it back.. at least almost every lecture now, which i barely pay attention in the past, had become meaningful for me now.. jz lik 2day, i sit in the 1st row, concentrating at the lecturer's teachings n jot down important notes. tis is wat happen when i get unsatisfied result for the past few semesters. i can refocus my mind to studies after being obsessed with only entertainment for the past 2 yrs..

gd news on the assignment, the client decided nt to build the hse. wise decision made.. (y i said so?? civil students, understood la.. haha.. sry if i offended some1..).. at least now v need not worry abt the hse collapsing bcuz of underdesign, or overbudgeting bcuz of overdesign.. none of our business now.. now my team seems to b reforming, i at least knew wat sud i design in the assignment...

ok, stop the academic talks.. too much stuffs on academic studies makes the blog lame.. congratulations to those who play futsal wit us all the time.. v finally bought a ball n only costs rm3 per person.. haha.. need not to worry abt nt having a ball when v wanna play futsal, jz call hoel, the ball keeper.. nike brand... too bad i din get to take a pic of it, or else i will b posting it here rite now..

2mr no sch... happy wednesday.. a weekday where i can plan my own activities n there's nth to stop me..

in the mood of sport-ing.. basketball 2mr morn, futsal session coming soon.. i think there might b another futsal game tis week.. c how u all plan la hoel..

LIVERPOOL!! latest news: CEO changed.. Christian Purslow is on the job.. although i dunno who the heck he was, but i jz hope by having the club under his management, there will b enuf funds for the Reds to purchase the players they want.. hope the club will win trophies on the upcoming season.. 2nd news: Glen Johnson are prepared to b transfer to Anfield.. hope there r more transfers coming up.. hope to c D.Villa playing at Anfield. keke...

my flu finally decided to take the flight back to its hometown.. pls dun bother me anymore.. but coughing seems to like its vacation here n planned to stay a little more longer.. hope it leaves soon too..

好像离题到离谱了..哈哈.. 搁笔啦..

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

in sick mode... 22/6

its monday.. 1st day of sch after the weekend break.. y do v call weekends 'weekends'? its because weekends signifies the end of a week n normally, ppl take a break during the weekends. my part of the story is, my weekend had been stressful than b4. tis kinda stress is weird, way too weird. the stress is powerful enuf to cause my heart locked up in a bird cage, where i cant b freed from 'the cage of structural conc design assignment'... although the pressure is there, but i m still nt motivated to study everything in order to design the structure elements.. personally, i think its quite impossible for a person to study everything, unless u r damn damn pro... unluckily, i m nt the 1.. but still dunno y, i kept pressuring myself to study all. aiyar, now even my slumber time, i cant runaway from thinking abt the assignment.. torturing... frankly speaking, i only done a little part throughout the weekends. other time had been used up for family day, basketball n drink tea session. wat a failure.....

yesterday, i was starting to feel the atmosphere of the fruit season cuz i enjoyed the durian feast at my grandpa's hse.. unfortunately, probably cuz of the sick weather n oso the excessive of durian eating, nt feeling well 2day.. flu n cough came to me.. m i diagnosed with H1N1?? pls dont.. i m too young to die.. i still gt plenty of stuff haven do... i wan go taiwan for vacation.. if really kena, dunno kena at where le? time sq? or while playing ball? too much probability... (hope by 2mr everything will b ok...)

therefore, in sick mode now.. but there is still assignment to b done.. haven been slp-ing early for the past (uncounted) days... there is still approx 6 mths to christmas... i had been wishing.. all i wan for christmas is my gd nite slp..

after being a failure as a student, i m continuosly being a failure as a son.. din even prepare a special celebration for my father for the past father's day.. the only special thing was, having durian at granny's hse.. even dinner v had it at hm.. sometimes, pity my dad too, cuz his sons neither prepare a cake for father's day nor a small present, jz to comfort his heart.. will my sons treat me so too? no doubt they will.. boys r less expressable of their gratitude to parents compared to gals, dont u agree?

assignment, assignment... go away, come again another day.. assignment assignment go away, little justin wan to play.....

Friday, June 19, 2009

累垮了.. 19/6

昨晚好迟睡.. 某些事情的困扰,真是孤枕难眠.. 拖到3点凌晨才舍得睡. 今早还要6点就醒了. 好想赖床,不要起来去上课.. 可是现在弟弟能不能上课也要看我的造化, 算啦, 自己不要上, 别连累人家不能上嘛..

基本上, 今天进到课室我都是不能专心, 瞌睡虫一直缠着我.. 还好最重要那堂课我真的有听课..

真的觉得自己现在进入了读书的状况, 跟前几个学期完全不一样.. 今晚本来想早点入寝, 但又想把功课赶完才去睡. 刚刚7点时, 都已小睡了1个小时, 希望这短短的休息, 可以今晚带我走更长远的路.

现在我明白了一个道理. 靠别人不如靠自己.. 什么事情都要亲力亲为才可以得到好的成绩.

真的累垮了. 有时想想, 做工也蛮好的, 至少工作的东西可以不用带回家做. 可是比较起来, 当然是读书生活比较好啦. 很多东西可以不用烦, 只需烦作业和考试, 比打工轻松得多了.. 又可以空闲时做自己要做的事, 多么的自在..

今天,破镜重圆了.. 就算再累, 都很开心..

娴, 哈哈, 我虽然差不多忙坏自己了, 可是还是会有个限度的.. 我会照顾自己的啦. 哈哈. 多谢关心.

停笔啦..

futsal day.. 18 june 09..

2day i fully utilized my day.. i woke up by almost noon, (since last nite i slp quite late) n hav my breakfast after tat.. normally, my lazy bugs will come to me by now, cuz i m still in the mood to slp n i was feed wit a nice bowl of noodles. cant resist the snooze temptation. however, magnificently, i climb upstairs to my room n pick up a book on project management to study.. haha.. weird eh? but good effort nvr last long. i brought the book down to my R & R room n sit quietly on the couch n start reading.. 15 min is my limit.. i fall asleep after tat until my mum woke me up.. scolding me, 'tis is nt the way to study!!' since she was so serious in lecturing me, i better reform myself back to study mode. but after another 10 min, i cant tahan lagi.. but, i dun wan to slp wo, 无谓再中骂啦..

therefore, the only way is to find other stuff to do lo.. end up doing hmwork, but at least better than study, cuz i still need to move my finger muscle. studying is jz sitting down, n waiting to b visit by the sandman.. (for ur info, sandman is a character tat put dust in our eyes to let us fall asleep, according to western children tales.. keke..) now i realise, 3pm only start class actually is good compared to morning class. it seems tat i can concentrate more during tis time period..

ok la, dun talk too much crap.. so my class only last for 2 hrs 2day n after tat, sports time.. 1st, a session of ping pong in sch for an hour. den a little walk to the restaurants outside the campus for around 5 min++, den its futsal time.. 2day i brought my bro wit me, so definitely, he steal the limelight. haha.. undeniable, he is a better sportsman than me, he is creditable for his performance.. i m proud of him.. at least he inherit some of my talents.. haha.. jk la.. but really, i seldom praise him, until he is form 5, he is a better player than me in any sports. (last time v r ranked at the same level..) now since i m old dy, body doesnt function well, haha, so all the glamour will b taken by the younger 1 la..

futsal-ing for 2 hrs, i actually din feel any trace of tiredness.. mayb cuz i din really use up all my energy in the game.. really hope to play more next time.. 2day keep on sub only.. too many ppl playing.. hope after all the assignments had been completed, i could arrange a day full of sports activity. morn go for jog n gym exercises, noon go for badminton, eve can either choose basketball or swimming, at nite go for futsal.. or else, spending 1 day at tmn bukit cahaya is oso ok for me. cycling wit a bunch of frens n enjoy the fresh air outskirt from town.. haha..

anyway, done wit the fun activities, its back to reality. assignments r stacking up, n i sud b rushing it these few days. i seems to b alike wit one of my fren, lost direction in assignment. haha.. structural concrete design, y u caused me so much trouble? i din know how to even start in tis assignment. i disappoint my group members. haix.. i oso hope i can concentrate in my studies n other assignments although my relationship seems to hav a crack n i hav the responsibility to mend it.. lately my schedule is fully packed wit 'my' activities n it seems tat, i had not leave some free time for her.. i dun dare to admit tat i had done my part as a good bf.. all the promises i gave seems to b only nonsense.. but, i dunno whether did she feel tat i had already done my best to maintain our long distance relationship? its 200++ km away.. its hard for both of us.. i had my activities n hmwork, vy vy bz.. i dun wan to take busy as an excuse, but, could she bear my busy-ness, n understd my dilemma? it doesnt mean when there is conflict in opinion there muz b an arguement.. i jz wanna talk abt our prob.. i dun think my apology now will b accepted. for the past 3 weeks, since v started class, my daily activities had cause our relationship a miserable relationship. i knew it is unacceptable for gals. they will only blame guys n say, 'bz is an excuse'.. m i selfish? putting a priority in my activities, izzit the right thing to do? is tis a sign of 'the end'? u din pick up my call jz nw.. even chatting on msn had bcome boring than ever. it seems tat v had lost a common topic. hope tis prob is only temporary. i still hav a long storyline written abt us.. wat sud i do? i asked some opinion from frens.. the opposite sex always hav different opinion on relationship issues.. i made a choice.. i wont give up!! hope u will read tis..

end of a sad story, end of my daily report, end of futsal-ing 2day.. good luck to u, sin tat, for ur saturday competition.. hope 2day v can giv u an enuf warmup for the saturday match. haha..

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

唱 k 日.. 喜爱星期三.. 17/6/09

唱k咯.虽然功课繁忙,但总要抽空出来歇息下才可以,要不然就好像橡皮筋拉得太紧,会断掉.但今天因为时间关系,并唱得不够爽.下次吧,再唱过.可是下一次,也不知道是几时咯.其实今天写部落格,并没什么特别事情要记载的,纯粹因为有一首歌,它歌词吸引我,要在这里与大家分享分享.

Dear God 陶哲

刚刚看完六点半的新闻
那悲剧又重演
有个妈妈拿著儿子的相片
期盼他会出现
看不下那画面
我转过头却开始流泪
是惩罚是考验 还要有多少的心碎
爱 爱在这个世界上 爱 已被忘记谁都不相信 谁都不相信 相信爱 哎哎
真理和公平都变成了笑话
我不愿住在这样的城市里
话题都围绕在腥色暴力
有八卦没想法计算逃避
人人都在玩游戏
没有钱 没人理
你我心里很愤怒 只能冷酷让自己麻木 拿生命做赌注 这些疯狂还要多久
爱 爱在这个世界上 有没有意义 没有人在乎 没有人在乎 没有爱 哎哎
我真的很想要开口骂脏话
不是我的错 不是我的错 别怪我dear god
为什么你闭上眼 不想想办法 装做看不见 装做看不见 告诉我哎哎
告诉我把爱找回来的方法 因为我无法离开这个鬼地方(我没有办法离开 no no) 这个鬼地方(这个鬼地方)它还是我的家
刚刚看完远方传来的消息 像恶梦在继续 给点力量让自己能活下去dear god你在哪里...

很明显,在讽刺这个世界已经成为了鬼地方.没错..我很赞同.为何人要那么犯贱,把自己住的地方摧残成这样?

最近的天气真是越来越差.看来不久后,如果烟雾污染不降低,在街上就会看到戴口罩的朋友们逛来逛去了. 蚊子又多,晚上原本是唯一能让我安宁的时间,都已归蚊子们霸掉了..天啊... T.T

今天唱完k,就跟朋友们吹吹水.今天吹水是有话题的,不是那种没有point的聊天.果然,给我启示不少.还有,给我的队友们,虽然我抛弃你们去娱乐一下,我一定尽我能力把我们的作业做到妥妥当当的.

好啦,搁笔了...

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

tiring day ended.. 16/6/2009

since 2day v need to pass up some layout plans to ms lam to cross check, yesterday had been a stressful day for me. i always feel tat i din contribute to the assignment since my team members r so pro dy. watever v discussed yesterday actually i only understd part of it, until 2day i only hav the chance to ask for more details. although currently i m still stucked in a blur condition abt the assignment, but i m glad tat my team members do help me in solving my questions. it is time to evaluate my studying method since it is not fruitful for tis assignment.

congratulations, i had passed up my resume by 2day.. hope there would a positive reply soon from the company, so i wont need to travel far for my industrial training. hope the interviewer will b impress wit my resume too (although every1's resume r in the same writing convention). Flashing back to last nite, i rushed my resume till 3am, definitely, i chat n fb-ing while preparing the resume, therefore it takes more time. At last, some rest 2day. Bearing the pressure of assignment wit a bunch of president-list coursemates (president-list students means they max only 1 subject cant get A, normally they scored vy vy well, n they r the best of the best in class), n preparing the resume had exhausted me for 2day.

i m on the aim to a healthy lifestyle now. slp early, wake early, but since i plan to b fatter, i take on a heavy diet. i go for meat, rice, egg, soya n bread daily. hope it will help.. i m putting effort in consuming choc too, but a little too expensiv to eat everyday, so it depends la, sometimes choc will b part of my breakfast or supper. but still, dun understd, the more i ate, it seems tat the more thinner i get. wats the prob har?

financial prob occuring.. since the 1st day of sch till now, the total cost of notes had to b paid per person is RM45, exclusive of the text book. If i add in the textbook i bought, jz for structural concrete design, i had used up RM101 for all reference.. lolx.. but it seems not all notes r in use, jz some..

2day, utar seems to b a place where ppl from all around the world gathered. the canteen is full of ppl, nt even a place is given to stand. study room had been crowded, not to mention the car park. even one of the rare places i usually park (when there is no other option) is oso full of cars.. GG.. luckily i gt the luck, opportunity seems to come by n visit me whenever i gave up hope. after 5 min of searching, there is a car leaving n tats my opportunity, but from the car park lot, i had to walk 10 min + under the 11am sun only can reach my sch.. haiz. utar ah utar, no brain 1 meh! FES already crowded wit its previous engineering n bio students, now add in actuarial science lagi, mau saya mati kah? siao 1 la.. nvm la.. anyway, i get used to it dy since sem 1..

plan to cut hair jz nw, but dunno y, somehow something pulled me back.. end up, i blow water at genting klang jz nw.. blow water session starts after dinner at wangsa maju, den continue at genting klang only fetch bro n go home.. lolx...

lately every1 is frustrated wit assignment n Ashalanee. Hope every1 could handle the stress well cuz there is more assignments n excitements to come.. tutorials, lab reports, assignments is accumulating day by day... there's an old saying: 今日事,今日毕.. the best advice ever which i cant obey..

last but not least, happy 111th day anniversary to sin n shin (marked on 15 june 09)... keke

Sunday, June 14, 2009

my 1st blog.. 14 June 2009

well, its actually not my 1st blog. i had been blogging a while, but tat was specially jz for my gf to read.. so its not considered public.. haha..

actually i m not a vy active blogger, jz tat lately there r some events which i personally would like to record for rememberance.

1st.. assignment..
Omg, really headache abt assignment. read for almost a week dy, but still dunno wat the heck is the proper procedure n calculations to design a hse. only a single storey 1 bedroom 1 toilet hse had made me hangwired.. wat is my future gonna be? but anyway, tis is the 1st hse i design, i din expect a gd result from it too, haha.. hope the unity of our group members could overcome tis prob la..

2nd.. the happy reunion of SRJK(C) Chung Kwo 6M yr 2000 students
wow.. ppl will b shocked when i tell them.. 'i m meeting my primary sch frens 2nite (12 June 09)'.. cant believe i still hav the opportunity to meet my primary sch classmates after so many yrs of separation. another shocking news is, there will b 25 ppl attending the reunion at pasta zanmai, mid valley. out of 48 students in my class, more than half of the class is attending.. our form teacher is also attending. wah... tat nite was the most memorable nite, cuz i had been chatting non stop for few hrs. after the dinner reunion, youngsters still hav our 2nd round at tmn midah old town kopitiam. well, i as the monitor of my class, i m assigned to send the teacher hm n reunite wit them after tat. the chatting gets wilder n wilder. i din expect so much topic to chat abt since v had been miscommunicating for 9 yrs. many memories flashed back. haha.. n there was tis gal, who is quite close to me in my primary sch days, rumoured to b fond of me. haha.. actually she din knew, tat i oso fond of her.. but jz, too small tat time, shy.. n oso, std 6, din thought of getting a couple so young too. keke.. n since sec sch, although she was in the same sec sch as me, v din chat dy. aiya... haha.. den i think most of us primary classmates could recall the story of me losing in a fight wit our class tall guy, zhe june, n finally i lost n was threw into a box used for collection of old newspapers.. haha.. hilarious past memories.. sometimes is weird, almost 10 of my primary sch classmates r in the same sec sch as i was, but v din really talk in sec sch until friday's reunion. really weird eh?

i noticed tat i m some1 who could only do 1 thing at a time.. my heart cant b used for 2 ppl at a time.. friday, since i had a reunion, so i will b bz-ing chatting wit my old frens n buddies, but cuz of tis, i 'dumped' my gf for the whole nite.. aihzzz.. watever la.. luckily i m good enuf to 'tam' her back..

well, cut the crap, i still need to continue my assignment. haiz.. hope my assignments will b easier in the coming days cuz i promised some1 to b her private tutor for chemistry.. haha.. (u know i m talking abt u if u r reading it).. n oso, i mz find time for my sing k activity. hope tis wed will b clear from hmworks n assignment.. yeah!! sing k on wed... sing k on wed... la la la la la....

photos from reunion... (P.S. i m not in every photo.. so u guys who din c me for a long time, guess which 1 is me. keke)