the end of 23 sept 09

how would i expect that the subject i had confidence the most, disappoints me the most.. jz lik the chinese saying, 希望越大,失望越大.. but for my case, 信心越大,失望更大.. i really aim to score well in this subject so i can manage to rise my gpa points.. mana tau... zzz.. T.T.. sob..

it's nt the ques that is hard.. i m the culprit for this mis-scoring.. i did the paper too slow, causing me to get anxious when time runs out, n therefore silly mistakes appear. who to blame? still me la of course.. last nite only slept 2 hrs, although lack of snooze isnt my intention. blame my insomnia..

so for now, i jz hav to dare for the greatest challenge for all CI students, which is to aim a better grade for structural concrete design. i let down on my fluid paper, geo paper, its payback time.. time to giv 1 last shot, n this shot will b the playmaker by giving me a success.. ibaratkan dengan the vy last sperm which is injecting from the bounds of a pinnes right to the inner of a vagina, but only this vy last sperm reacts wit the ovum which jz happened to bloom. (wow.. crapping..)

having a bad exam is making me moody. so? relax.. hav a movie, hav a walk at the mall.. i watched G force.. quite ok movie for entertaining kids or mayb adults full wit kids fantasy. then ate sushi king (2 days in a row), followed by walking psr mlm at connaught, ate lots of things, jz trying to do something which might cheer myself up. (definitely all the above activities wont b a solo 1). all efforts seems fruitless.. so i think i better hav a gd nite slp later..

pls, i m begging u my nose-blockage virus, spare me for a nite, let me hav a gd nite slp..

studying through the late nite.. insomnia.. early of 23 sept 09

had been in insomnia these few nights.. thx to my the goo-ish thingy that block my nose.. i really didnt had the time to post recent updates as my finals are in mid-way.. but actually nt much difference too btween holiday n finals. how can i resist the temptation of holiday? looking at siblings, cousins all enjoying the sweet part of their study life, i jz had to go along the flow..

insomnia insomnia insomnia.. whoever can help me wit it? besides nose blockage, actually i had this 'prone to nervous' habit when it comes to exam day eve. i m having an exam, 2.5 hrs long by 9am morn later.. gosh.. mz force myself to slp, but wit the pressure n anxiety, i jz cant put my eyes to off mode..

i had experienced it on fri nite, or saturday morn.. (watever!) din slp the whole nite, jz rolling on the bed, looking through the ceilings, many thoughts intruding my mind etc etc etc... time flies, n i depart for sch by 6.30 in the morn.. arrived sch by 7 n start studying for my exam.. will it b the same later? hope to slp really, cuz 2mr there will b an after exam activity for me.. watch G-Force (much comments from friends said that it is definitely nt a guys movie.. no choice.. VIP wanna watch, jz hav to suit her taste.. haha)

listening to the cats n dogs meow-ing and woof-ing outside.. noisy.. but are interesting sounds that rarely to b heard in the kl city life.. especially matching wit the silence of the night..

study week...

wat is study week actually? so far for tis week, i studied a lot... a lot of drama.. lolx.. sien lo, when i thought of i din make good use of tis holiday for my studies..

Saw some of my frens which r nt from TAR.. so relax.. haha.. wish my exam ends soon..

Insomnia recently.. but my insomnia only happens at nite.. under the bright sun, i m considered to b a pig rather than an ant.. (means i prefer sleeping than studying). lucky bcuz of tis weird habit, i still manage to study till late nite..

gonna go shopping 1 day... searching for pink color shirt, to match the theme of my cousin's wedding.. too bad dun hav the time for now.. shopping any1?? haha..

Gonna work for 3 months, wit low pay.. haix.. industrial training, not avoidable, its the school's policy, good luck justin.. zzz...

wanna watch movie le, heart itch, too much movie in a row i wanna watch.. but suan la, focus on study 1st, dun wanna regret getting average result lik previous sem again..

well, hope every TAR-ian will b having fun wit exam n studying..