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restful day

2010-05-25T22:54:00.002+08:00

totally had sufficient of sleep since the day i came back from melaka, which was 2 days ago.

enjoy melaka food. i would love to have sate celup for dinner every week. haha.. (sate celup is more likely suitable for supper than dinner actually). too bad we didnt had the chance to try out a superbly nice cendol, which leave us in remorse before leaving the city. dreadful durian cendol we had, arghh.. it is proven that expensive food aint quality food.

we missed out baba nyonya food too. nevermind then, hopefully there will be a next trip to melaka and this time, i aint gonna drive. tiring to drive such distance, although not really a long one, but still.. tiring..

guess what? i had been sleeping throughout these days. i arrived home by 2am in the morn on monday (precisely on tuesday), slept on 3am and woke at 3pm. an hour of lunch break then back to 'work' again, sleep from 4pm till 7.30pm. late that night, slept at 1am till 11am next day (which is today). shockingly, i had my nap too from 3.30pm till 6pm. whoa! i dont think i can ever break my own record on this. XD.

photos will be uploaded once the photographer gives me them. will really love to share the snapshots we took during our trips. next stop on, mount KK!

redang trip ends.. coming up next.. MELAKA!

2010-05-21T16:04:00.004+08:00

it is like cuti cuti Malaysia for me during this sem break. back from the eastern coast. in the next few days, i will be going southbound along the western coast. nice..

some comments on redang trip..

1) tiring. 5 to 6 hours of bus trip isnt a good option. we had to comply with the long travel because we are so last minute in planning the trip. envy those early birds who get to enjoy the cheap air fare. nevermind then, i believe we had a good time chatting on bus, take it as an opportunity to know each other even better. ^^

2) kuala terengganu's chinatown is way too hygiene and organised compared to KL's 'chee cheong gai'. i can bet that every KL-ians who take a step into KT's chinatown, they will be impressed.

3) snorkeling definitely isnt fun anymore. 2 days of snorkeling activities made me 'snorkel-phobia', especially on the 1st snorkeling on the 2nd day, i felt like wanna throw up, most probably because of the heavy breakfast. and thanks to those persons who accidentally step on the corals previously, which is actually killing the corals unintentionally, the corals are dying and what we can only see was dead corals. colorful corals we saw on tv are all fakers.

4) redang's sea is blue in color. i did not imagine the blue-ness of the sea until i personally saw one. everyone was talking about how beautiful the view of the beach and bla bla bla, only personal experience can help you visualise the beauty of it. a picture tells a thousand words, no doubt a personal experience, it tells all.

5) remember to bring sufficient sunblock. i believe guys must have a dark complexion like louis koo only can be consider 'yeng', thus i did not apply any sunblock and i get my desired result, just too bad that i am still not as 'yeng' as louis koo. haha.. so advice for those who are planning to go there on their next trip, unless you want to be tanned, else please apply sunblock.

we had a great time in redang. everyone is in their holiday mood, we played like we never played games before. retarded volleyball game, dodgeball, '007-bang', 'one-frog-jumps-into-the-pond-dum'.. (only those who played these games knew what am i saying about i guess. haha.) really had a nice time with you guys.

karaoke session is also a hit. everyone was so enthuse into the activity. applauses and whistles could be heard. the climax only came almost when the resolution is near, where we sang 'zhu fu- jacky cheung', 'hoi fut tin hoong - beyond'. lastly, we truly wish coming graduating chemist a bright journey ahead when they come out to work. although leaving lots of memories behind, we might also doesnt have the chance to even travel again in the future, but those memories we had are truly precious, please keep them not only as a memory, but also a part of you, for i will, and i believe all of us will, keep it as a part of us.

did you ever experience listening to the seawaves, hitting the shore? it creates an undefined calmness in you. i really missed the days i had in redang, but life's gonna move on. though having the greatest time of my sem break in redang, but still, i am not totally into the madness, for there is still something missing in me. my heart isnt with me. where to? i dont know.. i gave it away, that's what i recalled..

next stop on the list is melaka. 1 day trip on the 23rd.. our only intention, is to eat, eat and eat.. good thing is, i wont gain weight by eating that much, which is also a bad thing for me. sate celup, chicken rice balls, durian cendol, baba nyonya laksa... yum yum!

speaking about food, not forgetting puchong's night trip. yesterday gone to puchong to look for hoel with kim and nisew. guess what's up for dinner? bitter gourd soup with plenty of side dishes. see if i can name it right. there is stir fry pig's placenta, deep fried pork with 'nam-yu' (南乳, the dish is also known as 炸肉), stir fry vege, bitter gourd soup with pig's livers and intestines, and thai style tofu. that's all i guess. after dinner, had a walk at IOI mall puchong. shrek's up on the screen and we bought tickets for 11pm session. tried tutti frutti yogurt ice cream during our 1 hour free time before the show starts, and had sat down for coffee at sense cafe. (wonder how painful my wallet is... XD) days end at 1am, and still, i am depressed all the way home.

hope the full pack activities over the weekend will cure my depression, although it sounds absurd to cure depression just in one weekend..

just too bad i cant share the snapshots i had in redang now since the photo is not in my hands yet. will like to share it here once i got it. ^^

holiday boredom

2010-05-13T22:08:00.003+08:00

holiday is like a nightmare to me. makes me too lazy to do anything. since monday, besides a futsal session with my uni-mates, i had nothing to do, nothing to look forward to besides awaiting for the redang vacation trip.

speaking of the trip, i am also a little worry i might not be in my fittest condition. my cough had been serious recently, and sorethroat makes my life worse. wake up in the morning, hardly inhale any oxygen due to nose blockage, and the throbbing pain in my throat, is the last thing you will ever want to try. every morning i doubt that i will have the voice to speak for that day.

nevermind about the sorethroat, i will be heading to redang anyway. redang by this saturday, and another adventure is awaiting me - conquer mount KK. 4th Oct 2010.. regretted that i did not book my air tickets earlier, so i will have to board and unboard the plane alone.. how pity is that.. now since i am confirmed to the hiking, much more i needed to do to keep my stamina optimum for the hike. jogging everyday perhaps? xD.. not my style.. maybe once a week or twice a week will do good.

redang trip.. RM420.. mount KK hike.. RM800+. what else.. i still needed a hiking shoe.. gosh.. gonna cost me some money too.. sad...

eventually, the good thing about holiday is, i can have time to read my books. bought 'slumdog millionaire'.. read it halfway, personally thinks it is a good book. ^^. other stuffs to settle are to pack my notes, clean my room, settle some bill payment.. hmm.. that's all i think..

yesterday i been to connaught psr mlm, shopping for some short pants. bought 2.. one which is a beach pants, and another is casual pants. too bad, i underestimated my waist size.. i thought 30 in. will be just nice for my waist, unfortunately, the cutting is way too different from pants i bought previously. 30 in. is 'just' too nice, fitted too perfectly, until i felt that it is 'overperfected'. should have chose size 32.. maybe gonna change it by next week, or else, my brother will be the beneficiary for my pants.. i think his waist is only 29.. and there goes my RM20... zzz..

1st subject.. done for good..

2010-05-03T18:06:00.002+08:00

people says the first time in anything is always the hardest. the first time you walk while you are still a child, you will definitely fall. the first time you ride a bike, you will fall too. the first time you drive on the road alone, you will tend to be nervous and normally, something bad is gonna happen. the first time you have sex..... erm, better not talk about that.

as every semester final exam commences, the first subject is always the toughest to get satisfaction. i did my first paper today. it is hydraulic, less favorite subject, but a favorite lecturer we have for this subject, because he wont fail anyone. although not failing in this subject seems to be the best news ever, i am still a little upset because i did not perform well enough. there are many 'IF's. if i had go through 2 past year papers instead of only one, i would have better chance of securing a C, C+ or B- in this subject. I wouldnt have so much worry now. if i can be a little more discipline in the first place, i wont be facing insufficient time which caused me not to go through 2 past year papers.

though it is hard to go through this first paper, eventually everyone came out from the exam hall with a smile on their face, including me, which laughed all the way until i board to my car. maybe laughing is the only way to release our stress i guess. maybe we just felt relieved because all it's over now. maybe everyone's expectation aint high too. who knows? haha..

2nd paper is coming up in 2 days from now.. to be exact, it is 1 day and 19.5 hours to go. have to keep up the good work tonight. hope other subjects will give me a better result to at least balance my GPA, due to the low grade in the 1st subject.

all the best! and though with so much things to do, in so little time, i still have time to think about you every moment i read through my notes. it is a motivation i guess.. maybe it is the thing that keeps me moving eventhough i am feverish and having a bad bad sorethroat 2 days ago, which last till today..

study mode on

2010-04-29T23:41:00.002+08:00

thanks to friends who comforted me today. every opinion counts, all gives me different views in the problem i am facing. now my worries had been lesser, i finally can start on my studies. to....., hope you will keep your promise and take care yourself well. i will try my best to get to you during my redang trip. (redang seems to be hard to receive phone signals.)

Liverpool playing A.Madrid later. Hope they can clinch the win and setup for a finals in the Europa League.

STRUCTURAL STEEL DESIGN!!!

a day to remember, i scored 10 goals today in my futsal game. nice^^.. didnt score so many before.

not-so-good day..

2010-04-28T22:49:00.003+08:00

it is like i havent been sleeping for ages. i slept till 1pm today, and continue sleeping by 4. my evening nap gives me the creeps. had a bad nightmare. real bad. the nap in the evening is actually to pull me out from reality for a certain period, too bad, the reality stucks with me until into my dreams. the nightmare, comes from a bad news.

after the sleep, even my heart felt the pain. not pain literally, but it is actual pain. quite worry at first, but after some time being awake, everything is back to normal. just that, there are some things wont be back to normal. i am trying to make myself back to my study mood after the nap, tried taking some happy-foods (means food which increase our endorphine level or produces serotonin, both are happy hormones in our human body i guess). drank milk, ate cheese cake. helps a little, at least i wont feel very very depress anymore. ok, besides eating, i needed someone to talk too. luckily i had this bestie..

well, everything seems to be back on track, until..... i walked the night market tonight. haix, why so... why i just cant think openly.. why i cant just let go of my jealousy.. why my thinking will just wander off to unhappy stuffs? why me? i know i should not be unhappy, i should not be jealous, i should not have such feelings, because we are friends now. i really want to let you go thoroughly, but i know i cant too. i am just too possessed with you. in other words, i love you. i am a jack-ass, an imbecile, should not be suffering my soul in this way, sorry to my soul.

as i told a friend in return, i told her, turn all your 'boh-songness' to study mood. finishing this blog, i will try my best to do so too..

successful cake baking experience

2010-04-25T21:55:00.005+08:00

back from klang today. went straight to her house. the moment i passed the cake over her hands, it's like having a recap of the very smile i once saw, the sweetest smile i can see on her face. i knew she was happy, though i doubt that is she surprise to see me or not.

it's the first time i bake a cake. she is the lucky one to try it first before anyone else, including myself. i do hope to make an extra one for my family and friends, but due to the budget restraint, i will leave it to next time.

a home baked marble cheese cake for her birthday. a special present for a special person. i do hope she likes it. previously i was so depressed that i found no encouragement in baking this cake for her, i lost my initial aim to bake until yesterday. i knew that it doesnt matters when people appreciate you or not sometimes, especially if he/she is the special one for you, as long as you see her happy, it's the greatest gift of all. it seems easy to carry out such attitude towards such scenario, but when it comes to practical, it aint as easy as we thought.

while baking the cake, besides determined to fulfill my promise, i also hope the cake can put a smile on her face. i want her to be happy. the cake is baked not with depression anymore, not with love either, but with joy. i dont dare to hope for a chance, which for i knew, it is the slightest chance we might be together again. i will still wait though.

hope that every year from now, i can bake a cake for your birthday. this year's birthday, i hope it is a meaningful one for you.

the recipe book is a good recipe book. hope to photostat it for my own records. the thing i learnt in this cake baking experience is, a lot of tissues are needed.. haha.. tissues are needed to clean up my hand before movinig on to the next step in the baking process, tissues are needed to clean the oily equipment before using the equipment for other purposes, tissues are needed to wipe this and that. i owe you a lot of tissues sin tat. *laugh*

while having the biggest joy of baking the cake, the process still needs certain skills. thanks to my friend, sin tat and his mother, who gave me tips and share their experience of baking a cake. thanks to his family too for being supportive. thanks for bringing me to enjoy a nice bak kut teh breakfast at 'under the bridge' (according to the locals, it's how they called it). And today is the first time i drove on the NPE while driving back from klang. haha.. expensive. now i understand why my cousins who studied in taylor will complain about the toll expenses everytime they used the NPE.

photos of the cake will be posted on facebook. keke.. not many photos were taken because my hands were too oily and dirty to hold on to my phone along the baking process.

happy day.. study day

2010-04-24T00:08:00.002+08:00

i finally understand those who feels satisfy even for the slightest thing in life. easy satisfaction on everything in life eventually makes you feel happier.

walking by your side today gives me the feeling of satisfaction. although we are apart, we arent couples, but we are still friends. friends who knew each other well thoroughly till the bottom of the heart. i do hope we can revert time, playback every scene we used to look at before, but i know it takes time. i will still wait..

have a few chats with some friends today. relationship matters are always complicated. the combination of complication is not within our expectation. many different kind of stories we can hear, many different kind of experience we can feel, many different kind of spouse we will meet. keeping an open mind in these matter is the only way we can reduce our pain if pain is heading for you. i myself am still trying to keep my mind open. sometimes i go moody, sometimes i go happy. mood changes everyday, because we are human. therefore, we can only reduce chances of getting in a bad day rather than try lying our own senses, telling ourselves that we are happy while we arent.

i finally start preparing for my finals, and that is the last thing i will do until i finish my finals. well, not exactly so, because tomorrow is a big day (someone knew what i meant. XD). next thing i am looking forward to is redang trip in may. (redang! here i come!)

studied water supply and treatment process. apparently it seems easier than i thought, but the lecturer's guide is ask us to swallow the whole book into my digestion system. hope it isnt too late for digestion now..

everyone watched ice kacang puppy love. hope she is free next week to watch with me. else, the lone wolf will just have to find its prey itself.

sushi zanmai day

2010-04-22T23:02:00.003+08:00

nice dinner at sushi zanmai, plaza lowyat with sin tat and shin thung.. just too bad the day didnt end perfectly as sin tat's house in KL had been ransacked by an Indian who claimed himself as a policeman. things had been robbed.. spoilt my mood. felt bad to hear news like this.. why cant those burglars find a proper job?! ruining other else lifes are not the way of being a successful human.. (hope sin tat dont mind that i share his story here. hope everyone learn from this lesson. never ever let a stranger come into your house. the society is running mad, i think i should leave Earth and stay in Mars instead.. ........... [felt cold suddenly])

anyway, the dinner still satisfies me. most probably because we had discount coupons and at half price, we enjoyed some of the specialty sushi at sushi zanmai.

sushi!!!!! from left to right... oyster, egg, octopus, scallop, prawn, salmon belly
(orange peas look-a-likes on top on some sushis are salmon roe)

fried oyster with rice

my real intention for making a visit to times square today is to collect my watch which had been returned to the manufacturer for repairing last month. welcome back watch! i cant imagine exam without you...

in this post there are videos of me singing karaoke. erm, i did not intended to post them cause they are too embarrassing. but, for the sake of fun, i present you the videos. (please watch them only with your earphones on, for the sake of your family's ears, keep my voice only to yourself. haha!)

i fooled my mother last night. gave her a chiffon cake as her birthday cake. i dont know whether did it fool her or not, but i did my best to gave her a surprise. after the chiffon cake blowing ceremony, the main dish is out for the night. a mocha almond cake. erm, tasted ok, but the cream gives me the creep. i just dont like cakes which are too creamy. this cake is one of them. we (boys at home) had no choice though, had to finish it because mum is just too afraid of sweet and creamy stuffs, cause her to gain weight i think.

her birthday cake at 1st

her actual birthday cake. mocha almond!

sing k videos

solo: red bean - faye wong.. (not a good try.. those who cant stand toad voices, recommended not to listen)

solo: may i love you - zhang zhichen (i personally think it is better than the 1st song, but still, dont hesitate to laugh if you feel like laughing, because me myself also laugh while watching. haha)

no emo day..

2010-04-21T21:42:00.002+08:00

its mum's bthday 2day, bought a cake for her.. its mocha almond. planned to make a fool of her 2nite, since it is her bthday, its only once a yr, i think she wont mind.

besides cake-shopping for the day, went to sing k wit bro. only 2 persons singing for 3 hrs. plenty of fun, voice bcame coarse nw. how manly! haha

i asked my bro recorded a video of me singing. recorded 2 songs, which only 1 of them quite satisfy me. although so, i still nt hav the courage to post it on9. haha.. the recordings r actually jz for fun, n in the meantime, replay myself on video to c how m i performing. the only comment to myself is, there r much more space of improvement..

gone back to sec sch 2day, saw those scouts, really missed my sec sch days.. after class, 'jom, minum teh!' 'jom, makan!' 'jom, da bo (play basketball)!' n 'blowing water' sessions r really enjoying although it is quite a waste of time.. within our gang, no regards of scout gang, or 5s1 gang, there is always chat topic btween us, n for hrs n hrs v can chat, jz by the mamak, or mayb in the canteen. i hanged out wit scout gang more often, which creates a stronger bond btween me n them.

observing those students, recalled myself of being a sec student once. full of tuitions, yet, i think i had more fun last time than nw.. at least, i wont feel so pressure in studies, n relationship matters. definitely, i also enjoying my life nw.. jz love it when i hav full freedom in where i can go, n wat i can do. keke..

i think its almost time my mum will b arriving home, so better prepare lo.. next few weeks, its bro bthday.. my family is full wit april n may babies, only me, the odd one, in november. haha. mum n youngest bro r april babies, while young bro n dad r may babies.. will update some of my recent photos when i hav the time.. especially wit my current new n short hairstyle.

the heartbreak kid

2010-04-19T18:17:00.002+08:00

heartbreak once again..

how many times actually a heart can resist frm breakage? can any1 ans me?

i overheard something 2day. i jz cant accept the fact. motivation to study, vanished. adrenaline to keep me moving, diminishing.

the cake i m going to bake by this weekend, the final touchup shud b full of love, passion n hope. nw everything left with only the cake itself. do u believe? believe that food, shud b cooked with feelings. If the cook's feeling is in a happy mood, the taste of the food will b better, vice versa..

nw, i lean myself back into darkness. ur words, poisoned me, once again, i hav to face the true fact in life. there is no happy ending in a love story.. at least nt for me..

mayb its time...

2010-04-18T22:44:00.002+08:00

mayb its time for me to startup my own life, thus to continue writing in this blog instead of another 1.. some1 told me 2day, that she gone into my blog n c no updates. there are updates, jz nt in here..

mayb i shud giv up on another blog, throw those unhappiness aside, start a new page here, a page of my own life..

i might b emo occasionally, but lifes goes on, n no1 said it is wrong to b emo.. so here it is, after so many months, the 1st blog post i gonna post as a new chapter of my single-yet-nt-available life:

after weeks of restless nites due to assignments, the pressure, the hardwork, all had come to an end. it took me few days of slp to totally recover from the trauma, to recover from the tiredness.

despite all of these bz-ness, i still thought of u every nite, jz b4 i close my eyes..

to occupy my mind frm thinking nonsense, i dedicate myself to much different activities. vy much i m doing nw is reading n spend more time wit frens.. i read a book written by mitch albom - the 5 ppl u meet in heaven.. nice book.. it brings a message, telling every1 tat our everyday life on earth meant something nt only to ourselves, but to others as well. one affects another, n another affects another, it is a cycle, jz v dun noticed it.. the concept of heaven of the author is much acceptable, bcuz heaven shud b place where ppl after death shud find the meaning of their life, n then, return to where they initially belong, HOME... death isnt the end, it is jz a beginning of a new environment. sometimes, v jz cant determined when is the end n when is the beginning.

the finals r coming in another 2 weeks. hav to start study by 2mr.. 2nite, i will hav to rest well. hope i can do things according to plan.. at least nt alter too much frm schedule...

this coming week is another full pack activity week.. sing k... futsal... hiking perhaps?? oh ya.. baking session by this weekend.. looking fwd to it...

dilemma.. anger.. down.. inenergetic.. loss of motivation

2009-11-27T01:00:00.006+08:00

a funny question jz pop up on me.. how u count a group of ppl as a gang? by its number? does 4 ppl makes a gang? how bout 10? guess what.. i think i shud had fail my maths, cuz to my latest acknowledgement, 4 ppl is considered as a gang whilst 10 doesnt..

to those who knew me well.. jz a personal ques.. m i some1 who u can trust? for any chances, what kinda things which r against humanity n morality i can possibly do? rob? rape? slandering? cheating others for money or for the benefit of myself? pls do leave me some comments if u guys read it. i jz wanna know what kinda personality i had in ur eyes..

i believe when u truly love some1, u jz wan him/her to b happy. same goes to me.

some of the criteria which i think it represents the symptom of loving some1: (h/h denotes him/her)
a) respect h/h
b) u will b willing to protect h/h no matter at what so ever stakes, even sacrification is meant to take place
c) u jz wan h/h to b happy
d) gives the chance for h/h to learn in making decisions, to think for themselves, judge for themselves on what is right n what is wrong
e) to b true to h/h
f) lastly, never ever disrespect the final decisions they made despite the decisions are wrong based on ur point of view

i seldom open up lecture sessions. well, a free lecture jz nw for 35 min. i will nvr 4get what i had discuss 2day in the lecture. i disobey my rule of thumb.. i jz spill out my unhappiness to spoil ones feeling.. but what if what i said had been right? it was common sense which taught me what to do.. m i too rational? or shud i b jz irrational for once?

moody..

2009-11-21T01:39:00.002+08:00

felt lik tat v had been separated by a thousand seas.. v seem to b so far.. yet, my heart is still wit u..

happy bthday...... last week...

2009-11-17T22:50:00.004+08:00

last fri i officially entered the adult world.. 21 yrs old, it's where every1 is legally independent.. Although so, i still think i hav much space of improvement in terms of my thoughts and attitude to reach the maturity at 21. gambateh!

Anyways, thx to all my buddies who celebrated my bthday wit me.. what a surprise.. i really gt shocked when every1 was there awaiting for my appearance.. thx for the meal too.. i really appreciated it, to every1 there by that day, my sincere gratitude to u guys n gals.. too bad i haven receive all photos taken on that day, so photos will b coming up right after i had it in my com.. thx to 'lao su' too for being the cameraman on that nite..

thx to my aunts too n definitely, parents n brothers.. simple celeb, warmth bthday.. so.. what i hav for myself for this bthday.. jz bought it 2day.. keke.. hav a look.. my 1ST FUTSAL BOOTS.. serious issue.. when i decided to buy it, it is when i decided to start to play futsal seriously, nt only for a hobby, but to improve in this field of sport.. i wont giv up on basketball too, as it keeps my reflexes flexible n fast..

here goes my total-90!!

some thoughts..

2009-11-11T21:57:00.004+08:00

dunno y, i will hav such noble feeling to educate the younger generations.. all these came jz after a badminton session wit my colleagues.. i m a lousy player in badminton..

education is jz lik learning to play badminton.. in order to pick up skills in badminton fast, one mz b attacked by the opponent wildly, wit every shot of the opponent is nice on the target.. the more shots u encounter, the faster ur brain will spin to think of ways to block those shots. n while the brain starts generating, u will start to get use to the pace of the game n finally, badminton is jz as ez as kacang putih.. agree?

so.. educating is the same.. the more u feel the pain n humiliation by the cause of any failure in life, (jz the same as being hit by the shuttlecock n being aimed as a target on court) the faster u will learn how to b mature, how to b the survivor in this upgrowing n competitive society. to teach the youngsters of wat a real life is, parents n elders should jz let them face any mistakes they might encounter in life. let them b free to do watever they wan.. jz guide them on wat is the correct path in life, but dun ever put a hand beside them, worrying they will fall.. its ok to fall, even if the fall is caused by a vy vy small rock, jz bcuz of a fall, the next time... erm.... there is no next time of falling bcuz of a small rock anymore..

these recalls me of every stupid n dumbest mistakes i ever done.. being conned by a stranger.. worse still, tat is jz tis yr's story.. nvm, i learn from it, i felt the lesson, i felt the pain, i felt the sorrow, n i nvr wanna feel it again..

life is simple, if u think it is simple.. dun worry, b happy..

experiencing the work life of justin-ian..

2009-11-07T21:46:00.003+08:00

weird topic rite? haha.. the title jz pop out from no where..

1 month had passed for my training, 2 months to go.. really appreciate study life.. working is really adult stuff, i would lik to stay a teen 4ever, but i knew it was impossible, stop being childish..

now i finally understd y those in the workforce is unable to keep themselves fit.. its really hard to slip in some time for an exercise session.. i m one of the pack.. for 1 month of working, even though i work nearby, (jz 10 min drive from hm), i dun hav the time for me to get sweaty n burn off all my carbo.. wat i done for my free time? slp slp slp.. dun even mention those who work all the way down in kl..

finally by last sat, basketball session for 2 hrs.. 2 hrs of non stop basketball fever? never.. basically, i m within the court compound for 2 hrs, but i had only played 30 min++.. most of the time are sitting dwn n chit chatting.. no stamina, no passion, totally cant fit myself into the high pace game anymore.. but i would lik to play every week if possible, anyhow i know it is impossible..

yesterday, futsal at nite for 3 hrs.. wow, i m quite impressed.. probably becuz of the game is nt as high pace as basketball, n i even hav the chance to score.. the game dehydrates me a lot.. hav fun last nite.. but when i reach hm, it's already 1.30am.. of course, it is bcuz of 1.5 hrs hanging around at brj for lim teh session..

so guess wat's the consequence? i sud b going back hmtown 2day, but ended up overslp n my dad refuses to wake me up. so a 3 ppl trip back had gone down to 2, which another is one of my aunt. tat's nt the pt.. the pt is although i woke up 12pm 2day, but i still take a nap after lunch, n slp for another 3 hrs. my thigh muscle suffered a tremendous ache 2day, normal phenomenon for long-no-exercise justin..

keeping up in this kinda lifestyle another few months, (without hav the time to exercise), i guess there will b a drastic chg in my body shape. i might get heavier than ever, although tat is wat i always wish for.. haha..

i wanna watch Michael Jackson: This Is It n oso Jennifer's Body.. frenz said tat Megan Fox is damn hot, which i had already knew. the plot is jz ok, but wit Megan's hot body on screen, i guess it is also worth a watch at the cinemas. Coming week, 2012... also one of the mz watch movie for 2009..

guess tat's the update for now..

jz some recent updates

2009-10-28T22:17:00.002+08:00

normal life, normal work, abnormal appetite.. dunno y, had been hungry often nowadays. 第二度发育? haha.. hope so, cuz i m so short.. wish to grow taller.. at least let me reach 175cm or 180cm, pls...

worklife is nt as ez as i thought. it is hard to communicate wit my colleagues, especially they r much older than me. i cant even look for a common topic wit them, until 2day.. one of my colleagues is a football fanatic of MU, at least i can speak ball language wit him, so it colour up my dull office hours.

2mr back to work, will b printing plans again.. my superior said i can start on design work next week, looking fwd to tat day..

friday hoel finally ajak to sing k.. haha.. much glad to hear a sing k kaki asking to sing k, meets my desire..

unknowingly.. it is already end of oct n well, to b exact, 2day is 28 of oct.. in 2 weeks or more, i will b officially 21 yrs old. happy bthday to me in advance.. lonely bthday again tis yr.. i dun think i had frens who will pay attention to my bthday.. even my galfren is also unable to b wit me on my bthday.. had a little disappointed to hear from her tat she cant join me on my day, but tats the fact, i jz had to accept the ugly truth.. the only ones who will celebrate for me will b jz my family members.. grow up justin! there aint no1 celebrating ur bthday after u've grown up, so be it!

actually, wat i really wan for bthday.. is to hav some1 special celebrate wit me..

after 2 weeks of industrial training.. 24/10/09

2009-10-24T01:25:00.004+08:00

zzz... tats wat i needed everyday.. a cosy snooze..

basically wat i encounter everyday since day 1 of my industrial training is a full stretch of brain blast, plus some eye n soul torturing exercise --- AutoCAD-ing. to those who take the term 'AutoCAD' as a jargon, it is actually a computer software used for sketching plans, especially for the construction line. apparently tis work seems harmless, but unknowingly, the post-AutoCAD effect is way beyond wat i expected..

now my life is so dull, facing the computer isnt the same as facing a human, at least i can speak to the person in front of me. i had to only stare at the computer wit my fingers doing some keyboard n mouse exercise for approx 6 to7 hrs a day (after deducting time wasted to ask question to my superior), tat is so damn boring.. haix.. worse still, my office com is not connected to the internet.. gg..

so wat choice do i hav? facing only the software, working under a silent n cold environment, it is too easy to fall asleep. lucky my boss din notice tat i was semi-conscious during office hours, or else most probably i would get spank directly on the face.. definitely i m nt tat kinda person who slp in the office, i m responsible to my tasks. thus, instead of fully fall asleep, i was only partially doing tat, means 'fishing' (haha.. cant find a proper english term for 'fishing'..)

the gd thing abt my work now is, my office is located at tmn bkt cheras, which i shall only drive not more than 20 min to reach there. i need not get congested at main trunks or highways, bcuz the office location is within my housing area. N my office hr is from 8.30am to 5.30pm, still punctual for dinner. guess wat, it takes around 20 min to reach office, but only 10 min to reach hm.. how happy i m.. since my work starts by 8.30, even if i wake by 7.30, i still hav time for breakfast. Dun mention it if i m working at kl..

the dark side of working is, i dun hav time for entertainment. sing k, no lunch hr n happy hr for me. movie, no student price for me (fyi, student's privilege is only valid till 6pm. i finish work by 5.30, hopeless..) even if i wanna drink tea at nite wit my bunch of frens, either tat i m too tired, or they will b too tired. most of my coursemates chose to work in a contractor firm, which is physically tougher than my scope of work.. when it comes to weekends, i will hav to crowd with those who had fall into the same fate wit me --- entertainment only at weekends -- those who r in the workforce.. haix.. but still, eventhough i m free for entertainment by weekends, i m the only one free for myself.. no1 is free on weekends. sienzz..

well, 10 more weeks to go.. good luck to me..

the end of 23 sept 09

2009-09-23T20:38:00.003+08:00

how would i expect that the subject i had confidence the most, disappoints me the most.. jz lik the chinese saying, 希望越大,失望越大.. but for my case, 信心越大,失望更大.. i really aim to score well in this subject so i can manage to rise my gpa points.. mana tau... zzz.. T.T.. sob..

it's nt the ques that is hard.. i m the culprit for this mis-scoring.. i did the paper too slow, causing me to get anxious when time runs out, n therefore silly mistakes appear. who to blame? still me la of course.. last nite only slept 2 hrs, although lack of snooze isnt my intention. blame my insomnia..

so for now, i jz hav to dare for the greatest challenge for all CI students, which is to aim a better grade for structural concrete design. i let down on my fluid paper, geo paper, its payback time.. time to giv 1 last shot, n this shot will b the playmaker by giving me a success.. ibaratkan dengan the vy last sperm which is injecting from the bounds of a pinnes right to the inner of a vagina, but only this vy last sperm reacts wit the ovum which jz happened to bloom. (wow.. crapping..)

having a bad exam is making me moody. so? relax.. hav a movie, hav a walk at the mall.. i watched G force.. quite ok movie for entertaining kids or mayb adults full wit kids fantasy. then ate sushi king (2 days in a row), followed by walking psr mlm at connaught, ate lots of things, jz trying to do something which might cheer myself up. (definitely all the above activities wont b a solo 1). all efforts seems fruitless.. so i think i better hav a gd nite slp later..

pls, i m begging u my nose-blockage virus, spare me for a nite, let me hav a gd nite slp..

studying through the late nite.. insomnia.. early of 23 sept 09

2009-09-23T00:28:00.003+08:00

had been in insomnia these few nights.. thx to my the goo-ish thingy that block my nose.. i really didnt had the time to post recent updates as my finals are in mid-way.. but actually nt much difference too btween holiday n finals. how can i resist the temptation of holiday? looking at siblings, cousins all enjoying the sweet part of their study life, i jz had to go along the flow..

insomnia insomnia insomnia.. whoever can help me wit it? besides nose blockage, actually i had this 'prone to nervous' habit when it comes to exam day eve. i m having an exam, 2.5 hrs long by 9am morn later.. gosh.. mz force myself to slp, but wit the pressure n anxiety, i jz cant put my eyes to off mode..

i had experienced it on fri nite, or saturday morn.. (watever!) din slp the whole nite, jz rolling on the bed, looking through the ceilings, many thoughts intruding my mind etc etc etc... time flies, n i depart for sch by 6.30 in the morn.. arrived sch by 7 n start studying for my exam.. will it b the same later? hope to slp really, cuz 2mr there will b an after exam activity for me.. watch G-Force (much comments from friends said that it is definitely nt a guys movie.. no choice.. VIP wanna watch, jz hav to suit her taste.. haha)

listening to the cats n dogs meow-ing and woof-ing outside.. noisy.. but are interesting sounds that rarely to b heard in the kl city life.. especially matching wit the silence of the night..

study week...

2009-09-09T19:48:00.003+08:00

wat is study week actually? so far for tis week, i studied a lot... a lot of drama.. lolx.. sien lo, when i thought of i din make good use of tis holiday for my studies..

Saw some of my frens which r nt from TAR.. so relax.. haha.. wish my exam ends soon..

Insomnia recently.. but my insomnia only happens at nite.. under the bright sun, i m considered to b a pig rather than an ant.. (means i prefer sleeping than studying). lucky bcuz of tis weird habit, i still manage to study till late nite..

gonna go shopping 1 day... searching for pink color shirt, to match the theme of my cousin's wedding.. too bad dun hav the time for now.. shopping any1?? haha..

Gonna work for 3 months, wit low pay.. haix.. industrial training, not avoidable, its the school's policy, good luck justin.. zzz...

wanna watch movie le, heart itch, too much movie in a row i wanna watch.. but suan la, focus on study 1st, dun wanna regret getting average result lik previous sem again..

well, hope every TAR-ian will b having fun wit exam n studying..

happy merdeka every1.. 31/8/09

2009-08-31T20:21:00.004+08:00

Another yr had gone.. our country is one yr older. happy bthday to M'sia.. thanks for the 1-day holiday..

my life had nt been really entertaining recently.. although 3 out of the 4 assignments had been submitted, still i have to be frust for the last assignment, which it is due by this friday. every nite be4 slping, i will recall wat i had done for the day. it seems lik i m wasting time everyday, day dreaming, napping..... but these 'lazy-bug' lifestyle isnt gonna increase my weight, but decreasing it.. how weird. i m changing my diet to hav choc everyday, hope there will b a chg in me..

last 2 days it had been a full activity day for me, so called 'full activity'.. morning i had been helping out my cousin to move their hse.. consumes me almost a day, but even if i m nt participating in it, i would be walking around at hm, sitting on the couch, lifeless.. so why nt make myself useful for the day. had a full breakfast for the morning, when i meant full, it is really full, makes my tummy upset. i had a cup of instant soya b4 leaving hm, then have a cup of teh tarik wit roti telur while waiting for all my cousins to arrive, followed by a meal of dim sum when one of my cousin suggested to have dim sum while waiting for the lorry driver, which the whole hse moving thingy cant start without them..

after moving n arranging all furnitures back into the new residency, it is almost 3.30pm. considered a fast progress as we started loading the lorry by 11.30am. the lorry had to travel twice as once is nt enuf to transfer everything to the new hse. 3.30, it's time for lunch. had 3 pieces of kfc's chicken and i m done. mayb the whole sweating experience cause my normal appetite to go hang wired..

my big family have a dinner at nite 2gether for a food testing session. one of my cousin sisters will be tying the knot by mid autumn festival.. congratz to her. every1 shows enthusiasm for tis event since the last time a wedding in my family was........ 4get dy.. haha.. so every1 was so excited. we r all invited to giv comments n suggestions to wat food r to be presented on the day of the wedding dinner, tis is where the food testing gathering came in. as had been told, it is only a food testing session, so definitely, it wont b full. after tat, my family n i went to a mamak at pj section 13 for a supper. nice.. 4got wat is the name of the shop, but i m so attracted to the way they present their food. here r some snapshots:

heard of putu mayam b4? introducing putu bom..

thosai wit banana leaf. all servings r using banana leaf as the 'plate'

interesting? the price isnt expensiv too. normal mamak price. a 'worth it' supper. i m definitely gonna go for a 2nd time to try their other specialities.

went hm by midnite, n there is MU vrs Ars. Lots of attack and actions, but still disappointing result as MU doesnt know how to grab their opportunity to increase the lead. disappointing winning goal too, as it is an own goal..

sunday n monday, so-so day.. haix.. sien.. mz do assignment lo.. concrete design, pile cap design.. help me..

there r more upcoming events.. civil engineering y3s1 gathering, then final exam, then bridge design competition, then industrial training.. bz yr.. indicating tat we r almost coming to an end of our uni life.. yr 4 coming in another 9 months. countdwn 1 yr n 9 mths to graduation..

a day of entertainment.. 14/8/09

2009-08-15T13:18:00.002+08:00

Guess wat? noon class cancel 2day. if v had known it earlier, v might b setting off to sg wang by 10.30 in the morn.. all the precious time wasted.. haix..

jz screen through my blog jz nw, saw 2 msgs on my chatbox.. lol.. i blur la, sry vicki n hx. haha..

after a few strings of assignments n tests in a row, (assignments r still in progress), its always good to pull urself out from reality n relax. planned to sing k in the noon since class cancelled, (in the meantime, skipping the eve tutorial class.. haha) but v din do any booking, so that's it..

v had our lunch b4 heading to sg wang. lunch-ing at mamak is always cheaper than having a meal in sg wang (agree??).. it took us only 20 min to arrive, with the moderate traffic condition.. ah siong pity la, non stop being teased by us.. bo bian, ah pang is wit siong on my car, so definitely lots of conversation tat tickles me to my funny bone. bcuz of tis, i lost my concentration on driving n nearly collide wit a motorcycle when i make an emergency turn to the parking entrance.. gosh... once arriving times sq, since no k to sing, watch movie lo.. (wat to watch le?? hmm..... district9? over his majesty service (零零狗)? GI joe?... dilemma) end up, since most of us watch GI joe dy, so v chose a comedy instead, 009, eventhough one of us watched it dy. v gone into the cinema wit enthusiasm, hoping the movie really will bring laughter to us, v came out hopelessly.. LOL.. ok, its funny, but pointless movie.. even the jokes r pointless.. throughout the movie, i could hear hoel n boon said.. 我觉得我们上车了.. zzz... nt advisable to watch the 2nd time.. i understd boon leong feeling dy, he is forced to watch the 2nd time wit us, memang menderita..

after tat, all of us walked to lowyat.. kiat wan buy new com.. now his desktop pro dy.. all latest specs.. envy him.. since its friday, its nonsense for us to go hm early.. (haha, wat kinda excuse is tis??) so v had a k session at lowyat redbox wit dinner buffet.. price?? 17++ for student, 53++ for non student... wen yi dun hav student id... 'oh liao'.. 53++.. but kami ni abang adik, the total payment v divide it evenly.. still ok, wit buffet n singing for 4 n half hrs, worth it la... v oso redeemed lots of free coupon.. free 1 head charge, free 5 jugs of carlsberg, 2 party packages... really banyak memadaikan.. but v cant use it directly, leave it for the next k session ba.. by the time i reached hm, its 12am.. lucky i m a few months to go to turn to 21, so parents din really ngam cham oso.. keke..

long no sing k dy.. 1st time sing wit ah pang, ah fei, boon leong, wen yi.. every1 enjoyed.. vy siao la really.. v gone out of control.. too bad din take any snapshots, every1 is fully immersed into the singing atmosphere.. any1 wanna sing k again on week13? haha.. finals is around the corner, gambateh UTAR-ians.. H1N1 outbreak is getting severe.. every1 mz take care o.. the weather is bad too.. coughing n sorethroat had been a common illness.. 8 cups of water a day, keeps the doctor away.. keke..

wat is wrong wit the world??

2009-08-08T23:05:00.006+08:00

wednesday (5/8/09), i fetch june to kl sentral as tat is the stop where ktm will depart to kampar. a trip to kampar is even convenient now wit the ktm service. leave early in the morn to avoid traffic congestion. since we arrived earlier than expected, we had our breakfast at mcd. while waiting for my food at the cashier, funny thing, i notice there is something extraordinary on the items in my receipt. take a look

funny huh?? haha.. if it's blur on the screen, let me jz tell u wat it wrote. coffee price is RM 3.10 while 1 sausage McMuffin is RM 0.90.. lol.. although the total price does not make any difference, but it's still something which i would like to point out, as this is the 1st time i noticed such unusual phenomenon.

the sad thing abt kl sentral is tat, i m nt familiar wit tat place n i had to park inside the building. according to my dad, there is an open carpark which the parking fee is much cheaper compared to wat they charge if u park in kl sentral. Guess wat.. RM 4 for the 1st hr of parking, RM 3 for every subsequent hour.. wat a good way to encourage the public to use public transport instead of driving there... i only parked for 1 hr n 15 min, n there goes my RM 7.. insane parking rate.. luckily i din lost my parking ticket. i cant imagine wat is the price to pay if i lost it..

on the way back, i notice tat the air quality tat day is bad, real bad. i took some snapshots.. tell me wat the hack happen to the world?? y pollution is tat worse? wat would our world bcome in the future?? can any1 hav more awareness on environmental issues? STOP HAZING OUR AIR!!

i admit my daily habits r nt enviromental friendly. my habits bring more disaster to the environment more than protecting it.. LOL.. haix.. it seems tat sch education is already nt an alternative to counter tis severe problem.. every action v r doing now, actually affects the lifestyle of our next generation. think twice b4 littering OK?? start saving the environment by stop littering. a simple action might jz save the world..

at nite, i decided to giv a chance to the malaysia's public transport to offer me their service. since my car is in a bad condition, its better nt to drive. so i gone to mid valley by taking the public transport. Ok la, save some fuel, reduce some toxic gas emission, save my fuel expenses too.. i decided to 1st take a bus to leisure mall, then transit to tasik selatan ktm station, finally take the train to mid valley. i leave my hse by 6.15pm, i arrive mid valley by 7.45.. OMG!!! btw, i m attending a bthday party of my foundation classmate, in the meantime, hav a little gathering wit other ex-classmates.. the public transport system SUCKS!! now i understd y my brother is so fed up wit taking public transport, especially bus.. i personally think tat the bus coordinating system is bad, but wat is even worse than the bus is KTM!! MCB.. in such an era, the ktm is to be described as the slowest automotive machine i ever seen. its lik a snail crawling among a bunch of rabbits. its not me who like to b complaining all the time, but the public transport mz b convenient n fast to attract more ppl to use the public transport.

some snapshots at the dinner

din gt the chance to take photos wit every1.. but anyway, happy bthday to hao.. he vy daring, kiss her gf in front of every1.. i envy ur courage.. haha.. u gave a memorable moment to sher ryn dy..

end of wednesday... the pain on my thumb is still there till 2day, (saturday, 8/8/09).. makes no difference to me now. get used to it dy.. so eventhough is risky by making it even more serious, i still make up my mind to play basketball jz nw.. haha.. the things i do for sports.. injured my ribs in 2day's game.. i think i need to attend a course on 'how to avoid getting injured in sports?'..

gone to psr mlm jz nw. bought a packet of soya bean milk.. walao yeh!! 'jia liao' inside my drinks.. almost finish everything only c dao.. shit! hope wont food poisoning la..

bz life... my to-do list is full of events n assignments to do, everything seems to jam up in tis coming week.. 2day is a day where i could really relax, but 2mr is another working day for me. the difference btween students n those who r in the workforce r, students usually work 7 days per week, but general staffs dont. but still, i enjoy my study life, its nt tat pressure-ing compared to working. time is flexible for much activities. drink tea, sing k, movie, futsal-ing, outing, clubbing etc...... 2 more yrs to go until i graduate, no chance to experience such study life dy after tat.. LETS LIVE TO THE FULLEST!!

a cat slping on a chair in UTAR cafeteria.. snap it for fun.. keke..

some recent updates... 2/8

2009-08-02T20:49:00.006+08:00

2day is the sport carnival for utar, organize by the sports club of utar, but held at ktar.. hilarious har? cuz utar no facilities ma, nth v can do.. haha.. but i believe kampar utar hav a better condition in terms of facilities compared to other campuses.

i tried to slp early last nite.. well, it was 'almost' a success. i gone to bed by 12, go half snooze by 1230, but throughout the whole nite, i was in half asleep-half awake status. who to blame? MOSQUITOES!!! DARN! hate those buzzing sound when it come around my ears.. my pair of ears had became the 'top 10 most visited destination' rated by the mosquitoes' community.. WTF!! so i presume the next day wont b a gd day for me..

in the morn, so lucky i was able to wake. or else sure kena 'der' by my teammates. i was nervous while i m driving to genting klang morning market to meet them for breakfast. nervous abt being nt in form, nervous abt causing my team to lose, nervous of meeting Victoria? (haha, the last 1 is definitely not one of the things tat causes me to b nervous, jz crap only.. zzz..) i was nervous abt the competition. but after the warmup session b4 the match n wit talks of comfort from my friendly teammates, i manage to calm down n jz concentrate in the game..

tis is my 1st official competition as keeper for futsal. i nvr gone into a competition b4 for futsal. my past records r only basketball n football, n definitely i m nt playing keeper back then for football. so dear readers, hope u understd my feeling..

guess wats the score? group stages: 3-2, 3-2, walkover (sg long team gone back early) semi: 2-2(lost at penalties at 3-2), 3rd/4th place: 2-2(lost at penalties at 3-2). (our score- opponent's score). my teammates compliment me by saying my performance is ok for my 1st match, but i still feel sry for conceding those goals. most importantly, need say sry to superman. he trusted me but i disappoint him. (你要拆我tayar我也是酱讲的啦.. haha).. if kuak is here to play, v might had gone into the finals n played wit 'chopstick'.

injuries r unpreventable. although i m wearing track btm 2day, but i still hav bruises on my kneecap, and also my elbow. nt to mention the swell on my lap and thumb.. but really had fun 2day.. my teammates played well. ah gem, ah loy, kc, hoel, yong oso scored i think. but 1 thing is for sure, ah yuen din score, n kena zat by jason.. haha.. even crystal (the gal from KL campus team A) can score 3 goals in 4 matches.. lolx.. yuen pity lo... but still, they still played well, only i noob.. when the event comes to an end, v took a team photo for rememberance.. the photo still wit vic, hope to get those photos from her n post them here..

finish abt sports carnival.. lets flashback to friday.. friday i had training for futsal for utar selection, b4 tat, i enjoyed lunch on last day of the promotion for tenji japanese buffet.. the verdicts and comments on medias abt tenji is rated good, so its worth to use only RM46 to try out the food there. to me, comparatively, i still prefer jogoya when jogoya's std was back to a few yrs ago. jogoya has much more variety of food compared to tenji. since jogoya launched the promotion package, all my frens comment abt it was negative.. tenji's seafood r fresh, especially the sashimis.. for those who enjoyed buffet, the satisfaction after having a meal at tenji would nt disappoint u. i assure tat.. but u might find the food there quite ordinary, its the same lik other japanese buffet restaurant. nth special abt it..

when i recalled tenji, i recalled the time v consumed jz to reach solaris mont kiara.. lol.. SIONG AH!!! at 1st v took the DUKE highway since its faster, jz 15 min v could reach mont kiara dy. but siong, blur blur 1.. when solaris appeared in front of us, he direct sin tat to another route instead of the 1 in front of us. so v took another detour.. (i m trailing sin tat's car btw). so turning around jln duta, jln kuching, v cant manage to find our way to mont kiara. nth left to do but to call for help.. finally, depart from utar by 12, reach solaris by 1pm++.. wasted toll money, wasted much fuel, wasted my energy.. 阿雄,你记着,你‘帮’我的,我会双倍奉还给你的.. wakaka!(jk la. hope siong dun mind)

31/7.. last day for tenji's buffet promotion, last day for McD coupon rebates, n the day i m selected to b the 2nd choice keeper for FES UTAR.. glad to b the substitute keeper.. keke.. after all the tough futsal training which resulted in muscle crammed, joints pain, n bruises all over, its worth the price...

2mr is already week 10.. still no news from the company tat i applied for my internship. i planned to seek for my dad company's assistance if i still cant manage to get a company by tis coming wed (5/8/09).. assignments r approching their due date, everything seems to b had gone only half way through. handing in the bridge design competition proposal by 2mr. bz life...

more photos will b posted up when i had a copy of it..

my injured thumb.. swollen.. (notice it?)

team mates 合照

me n siong..

all of us.. except siong.. he lansi, dun wan take photo wit us.. LOL

other tenji photos, can go facebook c..

charity starts at..... Chicken Run?? 19/7/09

2009-07-19T21:19:00.013+08:00

when was the last time i updated my blog? unknown.. haha...

i get to c Man Utd in action last friday.. although it was jz only a training session for them to b prepared for Malaysia national team, but i m already satisfied cuz it is nt an everyday thing to c almost the whole MU squad in Malaysia.. (even though i m a liverpool fan).. Van der Sar, Kuzczak, Foster, Ferdinand, Brown, Neville, Evra, Carrick, Scholes, Giggs, Nani, Andersson, O'Shea, Rooney, Berbatov..... n oso OWEN!!! Yeah! happy enuf to c them even though they r far from me.. my fren took tis pic wit his digicam.. this shows how important a digicam is.. hope to get my 1 in the coming yrs, or else i would b missing plenty of chances to snap down memorable moments..

tat day was tiring.. getting around wit the crowd, packing wit them in the lrt n definitely, a few distance of walking r unavoidable.. makes me tired. probably cuz lack of the fresh air in the lrt.. n wat is worse is the air conditioning system in the lrt.. i sweated a lot during the whole trip back from bkt jalil.. lrt sucks!! i missed the chance to take a pic on how crowded the situation is. or in other words, actually i DO NOT hav the chance to even take out my phone.. lol.. so, another boring blog without any photo.. (pls bear wit me.. hehe..)

2 consecutive days of exercising.. healthy?? tiring actually.. haha.. futsal yesterday morn, basketball in the eve, n early in the morn 2day for the charity run.. at least i get the cert.. haha.. but my name is not on it yet.. nvm la, watever.. v run for the sake of doing charity.. a round of applause to UTARians who ran 2day..

let me c.. wat to update? oh ya, lately there r plenty of frens celebrating their bthday.. every1 is growing up now, 21 yrs old.. i hav to wait for a few months more to step into their side of the world..

bz-iest week had already past. it did nt gone well for me.. careless mistakes in test.. i m too cocky b4 the test mayb.. din expect such ques will b asked in the test.. haix... anyway, it's past tense..

2mr morn basketball session, 8am at ktar.. wake early again.. but my passion for sports encourage me to go.. nth i can do.. wakaka...

wait till i collected some photos from my fren for 2day's marathon, then i could share it on my blog here.. 敬请期待...

new update photos:

b4 the run... energetic me.. zzz..

the eggs which v hav to hold along the run n dun drop it, or else.....

after the run.. me n kuak..

me n my cert.. no 31...

V(*v*)V .... peace...

大合照

wit the times sq cosmo park mascot..

2nd shot... v r mascot bullies!

the act of depressed...

being step... haix.. jz nw bully mascot, now ppl bully me... T.T

nt enuf slp everyday.. 9/7/09

2009-07-09T22:38:00.005+08:00

yesterday only slept for 4 hrs.. tired... cause me to slp in structural conc. design class for the whole lesson.. 2 hrs le.. once in class slp till class ends.. gg.. mz get back to healthy lifestyle. dandruffs r flooding my hair, hair r falling, all bcuz of nt enuf slumber, inbalance hormone dy.. (according to a book la..) i miss the healthy me...

anyway, i m finally determined to cut my hair 2 days ago.. tis time, short but wit a little style.. keke.. mayb nt so nice on pic, hehe, but i love my hairstyle tis time, shorter, tidy, easier to manage etc etc.. (lots of advantages), but wit style, nt NOOB hair.. n oso, my ear ring seems to b more obvious n shinier now.. haha.. really prefer it..

study life is getting tougher.. my upcoming list of events:

1) 13/7 - pass up constr. tech assignment, presentation, EE lab report, fluid test n lab session commencing

2) 15/7 - practical for geotech assignment

3) 17/7 - geotech test

tats all for week 7... n more events r lining up for week 8 n 9.. if nt mistaken, most of the test will commence during tis duration.. wit an occupied schedule lik tis, it seems to b impossible for me to get back on a healthy lifestyle track..

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2009-07-05T13:28:00.005+08:00

家里多了两个成员哦..自从昨天,家里的气氛热闹多了..就在这里介绍我家新的两位成员.. 小白和小白2.. 当然少不了我们的旧臣子,小黑啦..

小白..

小白..

小白2

小白2

小黑..

无端端给我那么多新的成员来玩, 功课怎么办... zzz.. 无奈..

昨晚朋友们邀请我去clubbing, 很想跟的.. 可是经济上还是面临点问题, 也费事弄到有人不开心, 就忘掉这个念头吧.. 听到他们今天告诉我他们昨晚的经历, 是真的很high.. 但是很贵啦..

要继续做assignment 咯..

容易受伤的男人..3/7

2009-07-03T17:31:00.004+08:00

猜猜题目指着的人是谁? 哈哈..还会是谁呢? 当然是本人啦.. 踢球后的结果是不堪设想的.. 虽然我会踢球, 基本上没那么容易伤的, 可是意外的事情是难免的.. 脚底的水泡又起了.. 痛.. 我得到的教训, 一定要穿袜子运动. 单靠鞋子, 没用的. 给你们看看情况到底多严重.. (要吃饭的人或吃着饭的别看哦, 没胃口吃别怪我..)

怎样?惨吧?

最近感觉自己越来越不像我自己了..到底我变了吗?表面上的我,到底和内心的我,是否一致?

矛盾的我..

又想睡觉了.. zzzzz....

今晚陈奕迅到拉曼学院. 今晚8.30pm. 我没得去.. 可以听听他现场的演出, 其实是很难得的.. 但最近有点周转不灵, 还是不舍得付35令吉来见他一面..

这个学期已到了差不多一半了, 又要准备考试咯.. 大家加油加油, 拿好成绩哦..

闷... 无聊的日子.. 想唱K

AGM day.. 1/7

2009-07-01T23:41:00.002+08:00

Guess what? i m a sports club member but i m absent for my AGM for 2 yrs dy.. (it means tat i din even present once throughout my whole uni life).. for watever reasons which stayed unknown to me, i attended the 1st aid society AGM 2day. i m nt even a member! lol.. anyway, since my fren is to be nominated 2day, i better go n support him.. he had been nominated twice, for chairperson and also secretary.. unfortunately, the number of votes is decisive.. it is destined he had to b the vice secretary, which apparently it might b a tasking post. haha.. sry la jj, accidentally voted u for secretary.. right after the AGM, i felt tat it was a CWOT for me staying there till 3.15pm. (i looked at the time throughout the meeting.. haha..) mayb cuz it is not really my club, so i din hav the passion for it, n most of the ppl present there r strangers to me.. really dunno y i m being talked into attending it, might be the tempting refreshments attracted my taste buds, n therefore blindfold my rationalilty.. rofl.. blur..

2day i took june to kl sentral by lrt.. v hop up at wangsa maju station, which is crowded as i expected. although i expected it, i m still frustrated wit the crowd bcuz it is really absurd for every1 to b there queuing up until the whole platform is full of ppl.. unfortunately, as my habit conquers me, i 4got to take photos of how worse the situation was. in addition, my stomach had serious issues tat time, so i only could concentrate on my stomach rather to photographing. at least v arent late for the shuttle to kampar.. the train at kl sentral departed at 9am, v arrived by 8.40am.. good timing.. hehe.. i staggered at kl sentral till the train was off, only until 9.15am, i walked slowly to take the lrt back to wangsa maju.. my class commence at 11am, no point arriving at sch tat early.. it only takes approx. 30 min to reach wangsa maju from kl sentral..

it seems lik pointless writing here.. haha.. well, done another part of writing on my assignment, around 3 more subtopics to go.. if i aimed 1 topic for a day, i will b free in 3 more days.. but the freedom is only temporary.. haiz.. my 1st n 2nd lab session is on next week.. 3rd on the following week.. 4th n last lab session will b on 2 weeks from the 3rd 1.. gosh..

getting a taste of muscle cramming after the long distance run yesterday after futsal.. n oso the long distance walk 2day.. for nth, had to walk to tarc admin block.. haha.. all bcuz of the flaw rule of tarc.. jj's car kena clamp 2day.. to unlock it, had to go to the bursary n pay the fine, then wait for the security guard dept to unlock it.. walking to n fro from utar to tarc admin block already is tiring. since my car parked outside, i still hav to walk there after i settled all my matters in utar.. causes me to b almost knocked out while driving back hm.. i was in half-conscious, half slp condition.. lucky to b still alive.. i slp immediately upon reaching hm for 2 hrs.. paradise...

i jz love to slp..

futsal day... again.... 30/6

2009-06-30T23:24:00.003+08:00

walao.. 2day d futsal game.. many accidents happen.. 2 of the players spoil their specs, while one of them had a cut on his face due to the broken glasses which splat on his face.. damn exhausted now.. most probably bcuz i ran a lot 2day.. but too bad i miss a lot goal scoring chances.. my finishing sucks.. at least i assisted a lot, better than no contribution.. keke..

while at dinner, v chat a lot abt our noobies in class. guess who is ranked no.1 n 2?? to all CI members, no.1 noob is yong kiat while no.2 is jj.. haha.. (sry la guys, u hav to confess if u r noob. dun feel shame to b a noobie!! ^^) so they r now officially the chairman n vice chairman for the Noobie Club.. haha.. actually they r nt noob la, only the way they talk n react r extremely funny n crappy..

i noticed tat my blog hav no photo.. tis is bcuz i seldom camwhore or take photos ma.. well, to quench my blog readers thirst.. here is some pic to fulfill ur desires..

singing wit full emotion.. but some ppl will jz think tat i m having a serious stomach ache.. watsoever, i still feel satisfy wit my singing.. keke.. only mz improve on my looks while singing, its too ugly...

5sc1 sec sch frens... cheers!!

erm.. for those having my facebook, actually these photos i took from facebook la.. tats all the photo for now.. haha.. there r more to come, so stay tuned to my blog..

RIP Michael Jackson.. 26/6/2009

2009-06-27T12:55:00.004+08:00

Michael.... We will miss u.. Love ur songs, dances n dedication to the world a lot.. The world will sob for u..

突然很感触.. 有时如果说骗话是为了让别人好过一些,到底那说骗话的人,值得不值得被原谅呢？他到底做得对不对？

i found 'myself' .. 23/6/09

2009-06-24T01:19:00.002+08:00

2day is a great day for me.. 'justin' has revive..

since when i had already lost all my motivation in studies, n now, i found it back.. at least almost every lecture now, which i barely pay attention in the past, had become meaningful for me now.. jz lik 2day, i sit in the 1st row, concentrating at the lecturer's teachings n jot down important notes. tis is wat happen when i get unsatisfied result for the past few semesters. i can refocus my mind to studies after being obsessed with only entertainment for the past 2 yrs..

gd news on the assignment, the client decided nt to build the hse. wise decision made.. (y i said so?? civil students, understood la.. haha.. sry if i offended some1..).. at least now v need not worry abt the hse collapsing bcuz of underdesign, or overbudgeting bcuz of overdesign.. none of our business now.. now my team seems to b reforming, i at least knew wat sud i design in the assignment...

ok, stop the academic talks.. too much stuffs on academic studies makes the blog lame.. congratulations to those who play futsal wit us all the time.. v finally bought a ball n only costs rm3 per person.. haha.. need not to worry abt nt having a ball when v wanna play futsal, jz call hoel, the ball keeper.. nike brand... too bad i din get to take a pic of it, or else i will b posting it here rite now..

2mr no sch... happy wednesday.. a weekday where i can plan my own activities n there's nth to stop me..

in the mood of sport-ing.. basketball 2mr morn, futsal session coming soon.. i think there might b another futsal game tis week.. c how u all plan la hoel..

LIVERPOOL!! latest news: CEO changed.. Christian Purslow is on the job.. although i dunno who the heck he was, but i jz hope by having the club under his management, there will b enuf funds for the Reds to purchase the players they want.. hope the club will win trophies on the upcoming season.. 2nd news: Glen Johnson are prepared to b transfer to Anfield.. hope there r more transfers coming up.. hope to c D.Villa playing at Anfield. keke...

my flu finally decided to take the flight back to its hometown.. pls dun bother me anymore.. but coughing seems to like its vacation here n planned to stay a little more longer.. hope it leaves soon too..

好像离题到离谱了..哈哈.. 搁笔啦..

in sick mode... 22/6

2009-06-23T00:36:00.004+08:00

its monday.. 1st day of sch after the weekend break.. y do v call weekends 'weekends'? its because weekends signifies the end of a week n normally, ppl take a break during the weekends. my part of the story is, my weekend had been stressful than b4. tis kinda stress is weird, way too weird. the stress is powerful enuf to cause my heart locked up in a bird cage, where i cant b freed from 'the cage of structural conc design assignment'... although the pressure is there, but i m still nt motivated to study everything in order to design the structure elements.. personally, i think its quite impossible for a person to study everything, unless u r damn damn pro... unluckily, i m nt the 1.. but still dunno y, i kept pressuring myself to study all. aiyar, now even my slumber time, i cant runaway from thinking abt the assignment.. torturing... frankly speaking, i only done a little part throughout the weekends. other time had been used up for family day, basketball n drink tea session. wat a failure.....

yesterday, i was starting to feel the atmosphere of the fruit season cuz i enjoyed the durian feast at my grandpa's hse.. unfortunately, probably cuz of the sick weather n oso the excessive of durian eating, nt feeling well 2day.. flu n cough came to me.. m i diagnosed with H1N1?? pls dont.. i m too young to die.. i still gt plenty of stuff haven do... i wan go taiwan for vacation.. if really kena, dunno kena at where le? time sq? or while playing ball? too much probability... (hope by 2mr everything will b ok...)

therefore, in sick mode now.. but there is still assignment to b done.. haven been slp-ing early for the past (uncounted) days... there is still approx 6 mths to christmas... i had been wishing.. all i wan for christmas is my gd nite slp..

after being a failure as a student, i m continuosly being a failure as a son.. din even prepare a special celebration for my father for the past father's day.. the only special thing was, having durian at granny's hse.. even dinner v had it at hm.. sometimes, pity my dad too, cuz his sons neither prepare a cake for father's day nor a small present, jz to comfort his heart.. will my sons treat me so too? no doubt they will.. boys r less expressable of their gratitude to parents compared to gals, dont u agree?

assignment, assignment... go away, come again another day.. assignment assignment go away, little justin wan to play.....

累垮了.. 19/6

2009-06-19T23:35:00.002+08:00

昨晚好迟睡.. 某些事情的困扰,真是孤枕难眠.. 拖到3点凌晨才舍得睡. 今早还要6点就醒了. 好想赖床,不要起来去上课.. 可是现在弟弟能不能上课也要看我的造化, 算啦, 自己不要上, 别连累人家不能上嘛..

基本上, 今天进到课室我都是不能专心, 瞌睡虫一直缠着我.. 还好最重要那堂课我真的有听课..

真的觉得自己现在进入了读书的状况, 跟前几个学期完全不一样.. 今晚本来想早点入寝, 但又想把功课赶完才去睡. 刚刚7点时, 都已小睡了1个小时, 希望这短短的休息, 可以今晚带我走更长远的路.

现在我明白了一个道理. 靠别人不如靠自己.. 什么事情都要亲力亲为才可以得到好的成绩.

真的累垮了. 有时想想, 做工也蛮好的, 至少工作的东西可以不用带回家做. 可是比较起来, 当然是读书生活比较好啦. 很多东西可以不用烦, 只需烦作业和考试, 比打工轻松得多了.. 又可以空闲时做自己要做的事, 多么的自在..

今天,破镜重圆了.. 就算再累, 都很开心..

娴, 哈哈, 我虽然差不多忙坏自己了, 可是还是会有个限度的.. 我会照顾自己的啦. 哈哈. 多谢关心.

停笔啦..

futsal day.. 18 june 09..

2009-06-19T00:09:00.004+08:00

2day i fully utilized my day.. i woke up by almost noon, (since last nite i slp quite late) n hav my breakfast after tat.. normally, my lazy bugs will come to me by now, cuz i m still in the mood to slp n i was feed wit a nice bowl of noodles. cant resist the snooze temptation. however, magnificently, i climb upstairs to my room n pick up a book on project management to study.. haha.. weird eh? but good effort nvr last long. i brought the book down to my R & R room n sit quietly on the couch n start reading.. 15 min is my limit.. i fall asleep after tat until my mum woke me up.. scolding me, 'tis is nt the way to study!!' since she was so serious in lecturing me, i better reform myself back to study mode. but after another 10 min, i cant tahan lagi.. but, i dun wan to slp wo, 无谓再中骂啦..

therefore, the only way is to find other stuff to do lo.. end up doing hmwork, but at least better than study, cuz i still need to move my finger muscle. studying is jz sitting down, n waiting to b visit by the sandman.. (for ur info, sandman is a character tat put dust in our eyes to let us fall asleep, according to western children tales.. keke..) now i realise, 3pm only start class actually is good compared to morning class. it seems tat i can concentrate more during tis time period..

ok la, dun talk too much crap.. so my class only last for 2 hrs 2day n after tat, sports time.. 1st, a session of ping pong in sch for an hour. den a little walk to the restaurants outside the campus for around 5 min++, den its futsal time.. 2day i brought my bro wit me, so definitely, he steal the limelight. haha.. undeniable, he is a better sportsman than me, he is creditable for his performance.. i m proud of him.. at least he inherit some of my talents.. haha.. jk la.. but really, i seldom praise him, until he is form 5, he is a better player than me in any sports. (last time v r ranked at the same level..) now since i m old dy, body doesnt function well, haha, so all the glamour will b taken by the younger 1 la..

futsal-ing for 2 hrs, i actually din feel any trace of tiredness.. mayb cuz i din really use up all my energy in the game.. really hope to play more next time.. 2day keep on sub only.. too many ppl playing.. hope after all the assignments had been completed, i could arrange a day full of sports activity. morn go for jog n gym exercises, noon go for badminton, eve can either choose basketball or swimming, at nite go for futsal.. or else, spending 1 day at tmn bukit cahaya is oso ok for me. cycling wit a bunch of frens n enjoy the fresh air outskirt from town.. haha..

anyway, done wit the fun activities, its back to reality. assignments r stacking up, n i sud b rushing it these few days. i seems to b alike wit one of my fren, lost direction in assignment. haha.. structural concrete design, y u caused me so much trouble? i din know how to even start in tis assignment. i disappoint my group members. haix.. i oso hope i can concentrate in my studies n other assignments although my relationship seems to hav a crack n i hav the responsibility to mend it.. lately my schedule is fully packed wit 'my' activities n it seems tat, i had not leave some free time for her.. i dun dare to admit tat i had done my part as a good bf.. all the promises i gave seems to b only nonsense.. but, i dunno whether did she feel tat i had already done my best to maintain our long distance relationship? its 200++ km away.. its hard for both of us.. i had my activities n hmwork, vy vy bz.. i dun wan to take busy as an excuse, but, could she bear my busy-ness, n understd my dilemma? it doesnt mean when there is conflict in opinion there muz b an arguement.. i jz wanna talk abt our prob.. i dun think my apology now will b accepted. for the past 3 weeks, since v started class, my daily activities had cause our relationship a miserable relationship. i knew it is unacceptable for gals. they will only blame guys n say, 'bz is an excuse'.. m i selfish? putting a priority in my activities, izzit the right thing to do? is tis a sign of 'the end'? u din pick up my call jz nw.. even chatting on msn had bcome boring than ever. it seems tat v had lost a common topic. hope tis prob is only temporary. i still hav a long storyline written abt us.. wat sud i do? i asked some opinion from frens.. the opposite sex always hav different opinion on relationship issues.. i made a choice.. i wont give up!! hope u will read tis..

end of a sad story, end of my daily report, end of futsal-ing 2day.. good luck to u, sin tat, for ur saturday competition.. hope 2day v can giv u an enuf warmup for the saturday match. haha..

唱 k 日.. 喜爱星期三.. 17/6/09

2009-06-17T23:18:00.004+08:00

唱k咯.虽然功课繁忙,但总要抽空出来歇息下才可以,要不然就好像橡皮筋拉得太紧,会断掉.但今天因为时间关系,并唱得不够爽.下次吧,再唱过.可是下一次,也不知道是几时咯.其实今天写部落格,并没什么特别事情要记载的,纯粹因为有一首歌,它歌词吸引我,要在这里与大家分享分享.

Dear God 陶哲

刚刚看完六点半的新闻
那悲剧又重演
有个妈妈拿著儿子的相片
期盼他会出现
看不下那画面
我转过头却开始流泪
是惩罚是考验还要有多少的心碎
爱爱在这个世界上爱已被忘记谁都不相信谁都不相信相信爱哎哎
真理和公平都变成了笑话
我不愿住在这样的城市里
话题都围绕在腥色暴力
有八卦没想法计算逃避
人人都在玩游戏
没有钱没人理
你我心里很愤怒只能冷酷让自己麻木拿生命做赌注这些疯狂还要多久
爱爱在这个世界上有没有意义没有人在乎没有人在乎没有爱哎哎
我真的很想要开口骂脏话
不是我的错不是我的错别怪我dear god
为什么你闭上眼不想想办法装做看不见装做看不见告诉我哎哎
告诉我把爱找回来的方法因为我无法离开这个鬼地方(我没有办法离开 no no) 这个鬼地方(这个鬼地方)它还是我的家
刚刚看完远方传来的消息像恶梦在继续给点力量让自己能活下去dear god你在哪里...

很明显,在讽刺这个世界已经成为了鬼地方.没错..我很赞同.为何人要那么犯贱,把自己住的地方摧残成这样?

最近的天气真是越来越差.看来不久后,如果烟雾污染不降低,在街上就会看到戴口罩的朋友们逛来逛去了. 蚊子又多,晚上原本是唯一能让我安宁的时间,都已归蚊子们霸掉了..天啊... T.T

今天唱完k,就跟朋友们吹吹水.今天吹水是有话题的,不是那种没有point的聊天.果然,给我启示不少.还有,给我的队友们,虽然我抛弃你们去娱乐一下,我一定尽我能力把我们的作业做到妥妥当当的.

好啦,搁笔了...

tiring day ended.. 16/6/2009

2009-06-16T21:43:00.000+08:00

since 2day v need to pass up some layout plans to ms lam to cross check, yesterday had been a stressful day for me. i always feel tat i din contribute to the assignment since my team members r so pro dy. watever v discussed yesterday actually i only understd part of it, until 2day i only hav the chance to ask for more details. although currently i m still stucked in a blur condition abt the assignment, but i m glad tat my team members do help me in solving my questions. it is time to evaluate my studying method since it is not fruitful for tis assignment.

congratulations, i had passed up my resume by 2day.. hope there would a positive reply soon from the company, so i wont need to travel far for my industrial training. hope the interviewer will b impress wit my resume too (although every1's resume r in the same writing convention). Flashing back to last nite, i rushed my resume till 3am, definitely, i chat n fb-ing while preparing the resume, therefore it takes more time. At last, some rest 2day. Bearing the pressure of assignment wit a bunch of president-list coursemates (president-list students means they max only 1 subject cant get A, normally they scored vy vy well, n they r the best of the best in class), n preparing the resume had exhausted me for 2day.

i m on the aim to a healthy lifestyle now. slp early, wake early, but since i plan to b fatter, i take on a heavy diet. i go for meat, rice, egg, soya n bread daily. hope it will help.. i m putting effort in consuming choc too, but a little too expensiv to eat everyday, so it depends la, sometimes choc will b part of my breakfast or supper. but still, dun understd, the more i ate, it seems tat the more thinner i get. wats the prob har?

financial prob occuring.. since the 1st day of sch till now, the total cost of notes had to b paid per person is RM45, exclusive of the text book. If i add in the textbook i bought, jz for structural concrete design, i had used up RM101 for all reference.. lolx.. but it seems not all notes r in use, jz some..

2day, utar seems to b a place where ppl from all around the world gathered. the canteen is full of ppl, nt even a place is given to stand. study room had been crowded, not to mention the car park. even one of the rare places i usually park (when there is no other option) is oso full of cars.. GG.. luckily i gt the luck, opportunity seems to come by n visit me whenever i gave up hope. after 5 min of searching, there is a car leaving n tats my opportunity, but from the car park lot, i had to walk 10 min + under the 11am sun only can reach my sch.. haiz. utar ah utar, no brain 1 meh! FES already crowded wit its previous engineering n bio students, now add in actuarial science lagi, mau saya mati kah? siao 1 la.. nvm la.. anyway, i get used to it dy since sem 1..

plan to cut hair jz nw, but dunno y, somehow something pulled me back.. end up, i blow water at genting klang jz nw.. blow water session starts after dinner at wangsa maju, den continue at genting klang only fetch bro n go home.. lolx...

lately every1 is frustrated wit assignment n Ashalanee. Hope every1 could handle the stress well cuz there is more assignments n excitements to come.. tutorials, lab reports, assignments is accumulating day by day... there's an old saying: 今日事,今日毕.. the best advice ever which i cant obey..

last but not least, happy 111th day anniversary to sin n shin (marked on 15 june 09)... keke

my 1st blog.. 14 June 2009

2009-06-14T15:20:00.001+08:00

well, its actually not my 1st blog. i had been blogging a while, but tat was specially jz for my gf to read.. so its not considered public.. haha..

actually i m not a vy active blogger, jz tat lately there r some events which i personally would like to record for rememberance.

1st.. assignment..

Omg, really headache abt assignment. read for almost a week dy, but still dunno wat the heck is the proper procedure n calculations to design a hse. only a single storey 1 bedroom 1 toilet hse had made me hangwired.. wat is my future gonna be? but anyway, tis is the 1st hse i design, i din expect a gd result from it too, haha.. hope the unity of our group members could overcome tis prob la..

2nd.. the happy reunion of SRJK(C) Chung Kwo 6M yr 2000 students

wow.. ppl will b shocked when i tell them.. 'i m meeting my primary sch frens 2nite (12 June 09)'.. cant believe i still hav the opportunity to meet my primary sch classmates after so many yrs of separation. another shocking news is, there will b 25 ppl attending the reunion at pasta zanmai, mid valley. out of 48 students in my class, more than half of the class is attending.. our form teacher is also attending. wah... tat nite was the most memorable nite, cuz i had been chatting non stop for few hrs. after the dinner reunion, youngsters still hav our 2nd round at tmn midah old town kopitiam. well, i as the monitor of my class, i m assigned to send the teacher hm n reunite wit them after tat. the chatting gets wilder n wilder. i din expect so much topic to chat abt since v had been miscommunicating for 9 yrs. many memories flashed back. haha.. n there was tis gal, who is quite close to me in my primary sch days, rumoured to b fond of me. haha.. actually she din knew, tat i oso fond of her.. but jz, too small tat time, shy.. n oso, std 6, din thought of getting a couple so young too. keke.. n since sec sch, although she was in the same sec sch as me, v din chat dy. aiya... haha.. den i think most of us primary classmates could recall the story of me losing in a fight wit our class tall guy, zhe june, n finally i lost n was threw into a box used for collection of old newspapers.. haha.. hilarious past memories.. sometimes is weird, almost 10 of my primary sch classmates r in the same sec sch as i was, but v din really talk in sec sch until friday's reunion. really weird eh?

i noticed tat i m some1 who could only do 1 thing at a time.. my heart cant b used for 2 ppl at a time.. friday, since i had a reunion, so i will b bz-ing chatting wit my old frens n buddies, but cuz of tis, i 'dumped' my gf for the whole nite.. aihzzz.. watever la.. luckily i m good enuf to 'tam' her back..

well, cut the crap, i still need to continue my assignment. haiz.. hope my assignments will b easier in the coming days cuz i promised some1 to b her private tutor for chemistry.. haha.. (u know i m talking abt u if u r reading it).. n oso, i mz find time for my sing k activity. hope tis wed will b clear from hmworks n assignment.. yeah!! sing k on wed... sing k on wed... la la la la la....

photos from reunion... (P.S. i m not in every photo.. so u guys who din c me for a long time, guess which 1 is me. keke)